Tired AND Thankful

I thought of this title last evening as I was journeying home on the train from work... This last month or so has seen a huge turn around in my activity level, also my stress level, and it being "that time of year" a tendency to be reflective!

You see, in the second half of November, I started a new job!! I went back to my roots and returned to working as an Occupational Therapist. What's even more remarkable is that the job started as a locum position, but now I find myself promoted to permanent part-time! (Big Thanks pt 1)

As many of you know all year I've been praying, wishing and hoping for a great new job that would be just perfect for me (and I acknowledge that no job is ever going to be "perfect" but I guess I'm thinking best fit). So far I've really been enjoying the work, the workplace, the people, and my financial worries are definitely improving... but I'm so tired!

Now for further reflection...

1. I love Christmas.

I love that it’s our remembrance festival for the fact that Our Father sent his much beloved and only son into our world. That this remarkable man Jesus was willing to live a human life... beginning at helpless birth... and ending in a way no man before or since has achieved. (If you don't know about this story... then you've got to read it, it'll knock your socks off!!)

I love the associated festivities... the decorations, and Australian summer, the excesses of yummy food shared with family and friends, the exchanging of gifts (though I haven't done any shopping this year... just can't face it). The gathering to sing carols, and remember what Christmas is all about.

And I love the sense of hope it brings... the acknowledgement that perhaps life isn't always grand, indeed its sometimes disgustingly difficult, BUT I made it through another year, and I can start the next year fresh... or we hope for a better year next year, or just know that our God is faithful.

He put us here, just like he put his son here. He loves us, and wants the best for us. We know we don't deserve his blessings, but because of who he is (and if we're being thankful, and real about our faith) he too is faithful to the promises he made.

Does that make sense? My life and me are far from perfect... but as I look back I see just how much my God has taken care of me, how many wonderful opportunities he's given me, how every day he gives me what I need to get from waking to sleeping. It's not easy, in fact I'm struggling to think of a year in my life that hasn't had its ups or downs... but that is what makes it so interesting!!

I love my life, and I want to live it to the full, but most of all I want to give glory to my God; so I'm tired and I'm thankful... and I'm praying that God will bring me through and that I can give him glory.