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Goodbye Dad & Thank you

2011-12-17T00:06:00.002+11:00


Roger Kenneth Ridley - 19-5-1953 to 15-12-2011

My dear Dad passed away on Thursday morning 15th December (local Perth time). We thought he was sleeping peacefully after a difficult night till we noticed all the colour had gone from his face. We were so thankful that his regular carer, Michael, was here as he just took charge and made sure Dad looked comfortable and was laid out properly.

Dad's last few months were so difficult for him and Mum. He deteriorated so rapidly after their visit to us kids in Melbourne last August (to meet his twin Grandsons). At that time he was still talking, eating and walking, but in recent weeks he was immobile, only drinking a few things (like coffee and his favourite tomato juice), and struggling to speak. It was so heartbreaking bringing him home on Wednesday. (He had a difficult journey as he cannot hold up his own head and it fell back during the journey). It took some time for us to calm him down, but by later in the evening he was relaxed and happy watching 'The House of Elliot' on DVD.

I sure feel privileged that I could be here to support my Mum and to spend time with Dad these last days. No one could ask for a better father. He was the one who first told and showed me our Father's love too! He preached the word with such integrity and passion, using stories to touch the heart and light a fire in the soul of anyone who heard him. A couple of his sermon's are online, if you'd like to hear an example! I'll attach a link. If the topic was mission he was even more passionate... being a mission-kid and missionary himself. He took God's word seriously and he and my mum always opened their home and lives to whoever needed them. They have friends from all walks of life, religious faith, sexual orientation - none of these mattered to my Dad who just loved everyone he met. We have been flooded with phone calls, visits, messages and facebook posts (over 50 just on my wall!) of those who fondly remember Roger. I'm working on a poem that I'll put on my writing site. It has been hard to write through all this, but my Dad was just so special that the words just come flooding out!

Dad and I had a pretty special relationship. We were a bit like two peas in a pod! (It often used to frustrate my family, especially Mum...) We loved the same kind of things and enjoyed visiting Art galleries and museums together as we both loved to read all the citations!! I remember all the special times I spent with Dad. He took me to Melbourne Zoo for the day when I was having trouble saying goodbye to Panton Hill. We went on a month-long road-trip from Adelaide to Darwin while Dad did deputation for Church Missionary Society. He met my plane in Frankfurt last year and we spent 3 days in Dresden together (he made me wait half an hour so he could see the other locomotive on the model railway in Grosse Garden!). Then earlier this year I took him up to New Norcia (a monastic town North of Perth).

He'll be a hard yard-stick to measure up to. He was gentle, considerate and kind. He encouraged as well as provided guidance and fair discipline and most of all he just loved my Mum to bits and pieces!!

Dad, I miss you already, but I know you're in a better place now. Father, I thank you for giving us Roger Kenneth Ridley for 58 wonderful years, you obviously need him more than we do, and I know you'll welcome him as a good and faithful servant. I know you're singing at the top of your lungs in Brandenburg Praise room now Dad. You've had a raucous reunion with Howard, your parents and others. Dad, you helped me become the woman I am today, a servant of Jesus and a lover of life! Thank you, and see you soon!

Joce xo xo xo xo


Dad and Martin Luther - Dresden, July 2010


Dad & Joce on the model railway - Grosse Garden, Dresden 2010

Joce & Dad at Thai restaurant, Dresden July 2010

Under the stars in Perth

2011-12-10T20:53:00.000+11:00

I've been in Perth since Wednesday. It has been good to spend time with Mum & Dad and provide them with any support that I can. Hopefully Dad will come home early next week. Dad's brother and sister-in-law are here too, and we're taking them out tonight for a free concert. The West Australian Symphony Orchestra and Chorus under the stars. It should be lovely.

The weather hasn't been too hot since I've been here, its actually been hotter in Melbourne! I don't mind, it means I haven't had any trouble getting a good night's sleep and Mum has been sleeping better since my arrival too.

We are trying to get organised for all that is to come. No one thinks Dad has long to go now, so we try to make the most of the time we have left. All your thoughts and prayers are much appreciated.

What are you doing to prepare for Christmas this year...?

Up in the Air

2011-12-01T19:45:00.000+11:00

My life is all a bit up in the air at the moment... both literally and metaphorically. I'm in the throws of moving house at present to no fixed abode. I reality I will be helping to take care of my Dad in Perth, but I'll be living out of a suitcase in various places so not fixed there either.

I'm not a huge fan of all this uncertainty. In many respects I've been here before, but I've never waited for someone this close to be to be called home. It is hard to watch my Dad fading away and I hope it doesn't drag out too long for all our sakes. He's had a good and fruitful life with much to thank God for, so I will have to keep that in mind all the time.

I'm really going for Mum's sake, so I hope I can be all that she needs at this time. Not that I can hope to fill in all the gaps, but I'm going to need all the strength I can get. So if you're of the praying inclination, that would be much appreciated.

I intend to return to Melbourne sometime in the New Year and take up that Millinery course at TAFE. Can you see me as a Milliner? In my wildest dreams I'd love to spend a year or so in Paris honing my craft, wouldn't that be something?!

Its at these times in life when our dreams are really important. We all need something to look forward to. Christmas for my family this year won't be as joyous as usual, but we knew that was always going to be on the cards. None of us looks forward to saying goodbye to a loved one, but I just want to do it well.

I'll keep you in touch with my adventures as they come....

waiting....

2011-09-21T16:05:00.000+10:00

I'm not a bit fan of waiting... but I've no choice at present. I'm waiting to hear from WA for a phone interview and waiting to hear back about another opportunity as well.

I'm off to find a medieval costume for a wedding I'm going to on Friday. Not sure about themed weddings, but I'm sure it will be fun.

I've also applied to a local TAFE to study Millinery next year. Its a part-time night course so I'll be able to keep working, that is, if I have a job! Sometimes I despair of finding the right kind of opportunity, haven't had a real good year, this year.

Not much else to report. I'm enjoying being an Aunty to my two adorable nephews. I really admire my sister, she seems to be taking it all in her stride. They're growing and developing rapidly, I can just see them crawling all over the place and driving Mum crazy in no time at all!

Must away, I've a few errands to run before the sun sets... ciao for now!

Leaving on a jet plane....?

2011-09-16T18:23:00.000+10:00

I'm currently investigating a locum job in rural WA. Its about 2 hours North of Perth and close to my Aunt, Uncle and cousins. It would be a good opportunity to work in the community as well as being closer to my parents and able to provide more support for Mum.

I haven't heard back from them yet, but here's hoping. If you're of the praying persuasion all prayers appreciated!

Will keep you posted... literally!

Enjoy your weekend, we're expecting a beautiful spring-ish day tomorrow... so if you're in Melbs... why not go for a picnic! I might visit 'the nongs' Tschuss xo

The heat is on!

2011-06-06T12:52:00.000+10:00

A new week at work and the heat is well and truly on... not only do we need heating (as Melbourne's winter has well & truly arrived) but the pressure is on to find new leads. People to host their places on our website, that is. The top 10 workers will get an iPad2 and the bottom 10 look set to lose their jobs. I don't know about mine as the parameters are slightly different for me (being Office Manager), but still an iPad 2 would be nice....

So if you have a spare room.... or know of someone who does... get onto me!

Oh, and if you want to come to Melbourne for my birthday this weekend, I can organise you a voucher for free accomodation... do get in touch!!

Travel like a local

2011-05-27T13:38:00.002+10:00

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The recently launched company Wimdu (www.wimdu.com.au) is one of the fastest growing companies in Europe and now rapidly expanding into the Asia Pacific region and both North and South America. It is a central platform for private accommodation that connects travellers and hosts on a global scale. This is great news for anyone who prefers to learn about the local culture, save money, stay with locals, and receive valuable insider information! The impersonal service and relatively high cost of hotels, and the poor amenities and safety provided by hostels makes this an easy win. Through its exciting online marketplace, Wimdu offers a unique choice of rooms, apartments and houses and allows travellers to experience countries and cities as a local would experience them.

The benefits of this online service are not limited to travellers alone. Anyone who wants to rent out a house, spare room, couch, or even a castle can set up a profile, offer their place and receive additional income. In order to add security, the website handles all the money and requires guests to pay online before arriving at the location. Also, home owners can choose among their potential guests before confirming their booking and write a review about them after the stay. Travellers also have the opportunity to evaluate their hosts and write comments and recommendations to inform fellow travellers about their experience. This creative business model enables home owners to offer spare rooms to travellers and at the same time helps travellers save money.

One of the largest start up launches in history, Wimdu was kicked off in eleven languages and forty cities across Australia, Asia, Europe, North and South America. It is financed and supported by the German incubator firm Rocket Internet which was also responsible for building up eBay Europe and manages the international growth of Groupon, the fastest growing company in the history of companies.

So get on to Goole Earth and pick a place! Get going, with Wimdu!

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Opening doors....

2011-05-27T13:33:00.000+10:00

Hi eveyone!

Sorry I have been quiet of late... that's all about to change (starting today). I've scored myself a job where blogging and facebook are not only allowed, but encouraged... how cool is that?!

I'm working for Wimdu Australia in their Melbourne office. We find people who want to host temporary visitors in their spare rooms (or couches). We get to know our hosts, take professional pictures of their places and advertise them on our website... all for free. Then we screen potential guests, screen them and help them get in touch with you... beautiful! I'll tell you more about it in the next post...

In other news... I have found myself a lovely new man. We've been together almost two months now and I'm really enjoying getting to know him. He owns a cool bar in the city, so if you're ever in Melbourne town and feeling a pit parched you should swing by! Its called Troika and is open Tuesday to Saturday till late (he basically stays till the last punter leaves, so yeah... late!) Its on Little Lonsdale St, up the Exhibition St end, and we've introduced mulled wine for the cooler months... its proving rather popular. So hope to see you soon....

I'm just enjoying getting the most out of life at the moment and this weekend my favourite writers festival started so I'm going to be rather a busy gal. Emerging Writer's Festival... one of the few festivals that really caters itself to writers rather than readers, with affordable prices too! It is in its 3rd year and just keeps getting better with a broader variety of speakers and sessions and a great booklet put together post festival called The Reader... it keeps you inspired all the year through.

I'm still enjoying church, though I'm not such a regular at City on a Hill now. I'm enjoying meeting regularly with my Mosaic friends, were really hoping to get a regular meeting going this year. For now we're just enjoying lunch and prayer together each week... we shall see what God brings us.

I just love my city in Autumn and this year it is particularly beautiful. All the rain we've had since last winter has made for a gorgeous Autumn colours show. I've also been hanging out in the city a lot as that is where Paul is most of the time. Getting to know how it all looks in the the middle of the night too... I love the nightlife!

So, keeping in touch from now on... stay tuned to share in all my adventures! Tschuss till next time...

Four Seasons in One Day

2011-01-20T04:39:00.000+11:00

If you have come across Australia in the news since New Year... then you've probably heard...

That we're experiencing FLOODs
That we can't play CRICKET
That it's warmer than usual (I think it's called LA NINA)
That the TENNIS is on
That there's been FIRES outside of Perth
That Lance Armstrong is around Adelaide riding his BIKE
That we're experiencing FLOODs!

I had to put the floods in twice as that's only a few made up headlines of my own since this year started... and that doesn't even cover MY NEWS.... like job, house, family, friends, etc, etc....

Suffice to say that when it doesn't rain it pours... and that the only thing you can expect from the weather in Melbourne, is that the forecast is only an educated guess! One of my resident's at work even told me it's been likened to New York?!?!

I prefer our own Home-grown Melbourne pop version... and apologies to anyone who disapproves of bad language. This band, Crowded House wrote this song a little bit about the town that they were formed in. Now days the Lead Singer, Neil Finn, is back and forth from New Zealand. The Drummer, Paul Hester, died a couple of years ago, and the Bass player, Nick Seymour, is still with the band along with Neil and a couple of other "newies". If you're interested in their sound check out more about the band in the link.

Here in Melbourne tonight it is a clear starry sky, with a bright, full moon and some high cirrus clouds. We've had a couple of fairly cool (low 20 degrees C) days, but the forecast is for warmer (moister) weather leading up to the weekend!

The only thing that stays the same is that I love to sing! Tonight it's "moon" songs again... like "How High The Moon" or "Fly Me to the Moon"... maybe "Moon dance"... whichever song I sing.... I eventually come back to some kind of lullaby... or it will be AWFULLY hard to get up when my alarm goes off in the morning!

Guten-nacht.... iio tenki desu ne? (Goodnight... it's a nice day, isn't it?) xo xo xo xo

Song of the week is back for 2011!

2011-01-05T22:43:00.000+11:00

Happy New Year everyone... I thought I'd re-start a tradition I began last year... if I aim for once a week at least it means I blog once a week most of the time, eh?

I'll blog a bit more about my plans for 2011 soon... in the meantime here's a track I'm enjoying at the moment:

My Will - DC Talk

I'm setting the stage for the things I love

And I'm not the man I once couldn't be

Nothing on earth could now ever move me

I now have the will and the strength a man needs

         Chorus

         It's my will, I'm not moving

         Cause if it's your will, then nothing can shake me

         It's my will, to bow and praise you

         I now have the will to praise my God

Complexity haunts me, for I am two men

Entrenched in a battle that I'll never win

My discipline fails me my knowledge it fools me

But you are my shelter all the strength that I need

          Repeat Chorus

I'm learning to give up the rights to myself

The bits and the pieces I've gathered as wealth

Could never compare to the joy that you bring me

The peace that you show me is the strength that I need

          Repeat Chorus (We've got to be children of peace)

In one of the repeat choruses they also sing, it's your will not mine....

So much of the Christian journey is a "battle of wills". Sometimes I think that I'm following God's will for my life, only to discover that I chose what I wanted. Sometimes too the battle is even deeper... a battle between God's voice and the devil's. Is that voice in our conscience the still small voice of our Heaven Father... our experience... or the voice of one who doesn't want us to follow his leading? When making an important decision I think it is worth wondering who's will you are following.

Even in this New Year (including if you're not a Christian). Will you follow the negative voice of past hurts, or difficult experiences that prevent you from going somewhere or trying something new? Or will you put the past behind you, trust in your skills, experience and knowledge and take a risk?

Who's will are you following in you life? Are you willing to make a change for the better?

I've just been thinking.... what do you think? Joce xo xo <><

Adventually.....

2010-12-13T01:50:00.000+11:00

as in eventually posting.... a little bit about my 2010....

January.... wow... um Started a New Job with Alzheimer's Australia as an Educator... short lived.... Oh and Sensation... an Ocean of White... ah January, so full of promise!

February... um... new job... working... long distance cold to warm but a little wet in Melb's (I can't really remember...was trying to be a good worker

March... well Thanks, but no thanks... but I'll be flying to Europe mid winter anyway... Goodbye AA... hello unemployment...

April... Easter... Anzac Day Dawn Service at The Shrine... breakfast at Macca's... so very Anzac Day, I guess.... we were quite cold and hungry....

May... Dad's birthday, Mum & Dad's wedding anniversary... maybe I should have found a new job by now... and only a few weeks left of 29... what has Joce achieved so far....?

June... 30! need I say more?

July... Europe... read July blogs!

August... exactly so, (Actually- I did try and fail to work in a call centre....) SO unemployed, poor, cold, wet... but there is still a lot to Love about a really wet winter after so many dry ones... and I did get to break up my winter with a very warm month in Europe!

September... belts still tight... scarves still popular... Please Government can you help me with my rent?

October... I Knew as soon as I ask them for money I'd find a job... last week of October... Joce is a permanent part-time employee... Health and Wellness Coordinator of a Camberwell Aged Care Facility to be exact... oh and our home goes up for Auction...

November... home opens (erk)... Auction (passed in)... opens... SOLD! phew!

December.... so here we are... the last week of Advent is upon us (Advent is the 4 week's leading up to 25th December/Christmas Day (not only Winter/Summer Solstice!)... and TODAY was/is Internation Human Right's Day...

interesting....

xo <>< xo

Song of the week - SOS

2010-10-14T00:45:00.000+11:00

No, it's not the song by Abba... though they've been plauging me lately....

There's so much to love about this song, this band, this singer....

I could go on, & on, but I'm going to let the lyrics speak for themselves. Spearhead roughly play hip-hop, I guess... Not sure that Michael is so easily categorised, but that's my go of the style!

It makes me want to dance like nobody is watching!

The Sound of Sunshine

I wake up in the morning at six o'clock
They say there may be rain, but the sun is hot
I wish I had some time just to kill today
And I wish I had a dime for every bill I got to pay
Some days you lose, you win and the water's as high as the times you're in
So I jump back in where I learned to swim
Try to keep my head above it the best I can
That's why
CHORUS:
Here I am, just waiting for the storm to pass me by
and that's the sound of sunshine coming down
and that's the sound of sunshine coming down
I saw my friend Bobby, he said 'What's up man, you got a little work or a twenty to lend?'
I opened up my hand, He said, 'I'm glad to see, they can take away my job but not my friends
you see'
CHORUS
That's the sound of the sun goin' down
When the people of the world start to paint the town
A day that's long is a day complete
so kick off ya shoes and relax ya feet
they say tat miracles are never ceasing
and every single soul needs a little releasing
they say that money makes the world go round
but only one thing'll help the sun go down
Sweet, sweet love'll help the sun go down

It's true, it's true, it's true
CHORUS
You're the one I want to be with, when the sun goes down
CHORUS

* and to Mr Franti... I know I haven't asked, but I thank you for letting me publish your song on my blog... I just want you to know that somehow you always seem to sing exactly what I'd like to in a way that I want to shake up to... so I guess that's pretty cool!

Here's to dancing in the sunshine! xo xo

Can't catch me....

2010-10-02T12:34:00.000+10:00

No, apparently I'm it! so watch out... Grandma Pat had this on her blog & I've been terribly quiet lately so here I go...:

1) What is your biggest pet peeve?

Judgementals & hypocrites... how dare you!

2) If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be and why?

Paris... oh my sweet Paris how I long to inhabit your spell binding streets... but the sun has appeared in Melbourne and so I'm pretty happy right here now! ;)

P
3) Have you ever been searched by the cops?

Does breath-testing count? I have been searched by customs/immigration too - so paranoid since '01.

D

4) What is the one thing on your mind right now?

Go SAINTS!!! (AFL grand final replay starts in under 2 hours)

Go

5) What is your favorite song right now?

“The Sound of Sunshine" or anything else by Michael Franti... currently on high rotation in my house... I'll introduce him next Wednesday!

6) What talent do you wish you had?

Can I vote for a superpower instead...? Teleporting!

Can

7) What is your favorite drink?

French Earl Grey... or gin & tonic... or just water (depends how thirsty I am!)

Ea

8) Describe yourself in one word

wound-up ;)

will up-date properly soon... watch this space! xo xo

Stuck in a Moment

2010-08-18T14:47:00.000+10:00

Back to a song of the week.... I wanted to post about being in a bit of a rut, and then I thought that this song just captures that completely. I'm home from my adventures with Mum and Dad in Europe. It's fairly gloomy and cold (though Spring is making a comeback). I quit a job where I wasn't making any money anyway and just don't really know what to do with myself. I want to return to study (writing this time), but that won't start till the end of summer next year (March). My accomodation is too expensive, but I keep chickening out on talking to my flatmate. Its a bit of a connundrum and to tell the truth I just don't really feel all that up to it!

But U2 express it even better, you might remember this one.

STUCK IN A MOMENT YOU CAN'T GET OUT OF
I'm not afraid of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me that I haven't already heard
I'm just trying to find a decent melody
A song that I can sing in my own company

I never thought you were a fool
But darling, look at you
You gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight
These tears are going nowhere, baby

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

I will not forsake, the colours that you bring
But the nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing
I am still enchanted by the light you brought to me
I still listen through your ears, and through your eyes I can see

And you are such a fool
To worry like you do
I know it's tough, and you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now... my oh my

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it
Oh love look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it

I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm till you discover how deep...
I wasn't jumping... for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment and now you can't get out of it
Don't say that later will be better now
You're stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if our way should falter
Along the stony pass

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along the stony pass
It's just a moment
This time will pass

Peripatetic in Paris

2010-07-31T02:41:00.000+10:00

Last stop on my itinerary was the beautiful Paris. This city lives up to all your expectations! Nothing quite compares to that first thrill as you glimpse the Eiffel Tower for the first time....

We were blessed with a cool change and enjoyed (mostly fine) days in the mid-high 20s. I had a list of must-see sights and we managed to cover them all! I even got to see the bikes race round the Champs Elysees and ride the TPG in first class style. It was a quick visit in more sense than one!

First our host took us to Versailles, King Louis XIV's famous castle in the outskirts of Paris. We were staying in that direction. My favourite part was where this picture of Mum and I was taken - the famous Hall of Mirrors. I had also been reading a book that was largely set in Paris (including several visits to Versailles), so it was easy to imagine it in its heyday.

On Saturday we traveled into Paris on the train. Mum and I took a trip around town on the Red Bus and saw many of the most famous inner-city sites. Then met up with Dad at a Little tart cafe near Notre Dame. We also had a look around inside the cathedral after lunch as the line was a bit shorter. Then we split up again and Dad and I explored Musee d'Orsay, home to many impressionist paintings. The one below was my favourite, I'm a big Renoir fan, but I also discovered the Edgar Degas didn't only paint dancers!

On Sunday I trooped into Paris on my own after checking out the Sunday market in St Germain En-laye, where we were staying, with my parents and our host. It was a long wait for the bikes to arrive, but I made some new friends while waiting and it was well worth it! You could feel the excitement build up as the cavalcade arrived... we even participated in a few mexican-waves around the circuit while we waited! The picture below is me in the crowd, followed by a shot I took holding the camera above my head. I had a better view but camera's don't move like eyes....

Monday I was a little weary, but our admission tickets to the Musee d'Orsay also qualified us to visit the Orangerie gallery, so Mum and I went and checked out the enormous Waterlily canvases by Monet (the gallery was built around them!) There were other impressionist painters represented there too, many by lesser-know artists. After that we reunited with Dad (who had checked out the Bastille) and went to explore Monmatre. Monmatre is famous for Sacre Cour on the hill, the Moulin Rouge and was also where much of Amelie was filmed. The photo below is me outside "Amelie's cafe" better know as Cafe des Deux Moulains.

Tuesday, out last in Paris, took us to Normandy for a much anticipated visit to Monet's Garden in Giverny. Mum and Dad had been before, so I had heard about it, and seen it many times in his artworks, but visiting it, and his house that has been preserved as it was, is something else. Mum took so many photos, below are a couple of my favourites. One day I hope to return with a special friend who has spent many hours in Adelaide Botanic Garden with me. I could just imagine her soaking it all in, like I did.

Sadly, now my peripatetic days are over and I'm packing my case to return home tomorrow. I has been a very special month with my parents, full of memories I will treasure forever.

Rules for Roaming

2010-07-22T23:19:00.000+10:00

Now that I have spent the better part of a week exploring Rome... I thought I'd treat my readers to some witty "rules" to follow on your next visit....

Wear appropriate shoes

When in Rome... you WILL be walking. The narrow streets are unevenly paved with cobblestones and scooters, motor bikes and even cars can come careering round corners so keep your eyes open. Also, Romans think nothing of barging into you - you have been warned!

Guard your personal space on public transport!

The buses and trains can become very crowded... I won't go into detail here, suffice it to say you'll have a much more comfortable journey if you can nab yourself a seat!

Buy water only once

You should only need to buy one bottle of water (pay no more than 1E). Once you've drunk that you can refill it all over town at the plentiful water fountains (choose the ones meant for drinking rather than the decorative ones). Even on our 40 + days the water from these fountains was refrigerated cold and very refreshing. Also, drink up, the pavements and surrounding buildings radiate heat day and night in peak season.

Ensure you know how to say "No"

There are salesmen everywhere trying to get you to join their tours, buy their wares or just get your money. Learn how to say "no" emphatically. I usually raised my hand in a backing off gesture as well. It can get a little bit annoying.

Buy a multi-trip ticket

We bought a 7 day ticket for 16E which allowed unlimited travel on city buses, trams and the metro. The buses are the best option. You have to walk for ages and ages to get to your train (especially at Termini station near where we were staying). For Melbournites... Termini is a bit like Box Hill... all the buses seem to go there!

Pre-book your visit to Villa Borghese

There is a great museum at Villa Borghese on the edge of town (Galleria Borghese). It has a wonderful history and great collection of paintings and sculptures (especially Bernini, who made a significant mark on Rome you will notice). However, the queues are long and it you don't book beforehand you are unlikely to get in on the day you visit. Allow plenty of time, you will probably spent 1.5 - 2 hours in the galleria, but the villa is also situated in lovely formal gardens.

Shop at the Drugstore

The Drugstore doesn't sell drugs. Conads is just one chain of "drugstores" that sell groceries. We saved a lot of money buy purchasing fresh fruit and sandwiches or salads to cover two of our daily meals. Eating out can become very expensive - and don't bother with much of a tip unless the service is really good as most restaurants bill a cover charge up to 5E.

Know what you want

Mum and I were determined to nab a few bargains (chiefly shoes and clothes), and we did! However the sales assistants can be quite pushy, trying to sell you additional items, especially jackets, so keep in mind what you want and be firm (or you'll spend a lot more than you intended!). This month almost all the stores had Saldi (Sales) and up to 60%. We also found that most of the items we bought were wholly made in Italy, which in nice. So do not be surprised when you see me in my new clothes to hear me reply "why I bought it in Roma" when you ask where I got it...!

Curb your enthusiasm

I was disappointed by a few things, so do not build up your travel experience more than necessary. I found the Vatican overwhelming and more than a little over-the-top, but it was worthwhile. The queues to get into the Basillica and especially the Sistine Chapel (it was too hot for me to queue up for that one) can be long and you have to wear sleeves or wrap something over your bare shoulders. Also they charge 16E for entry to the Colloseum and Palatine Hill now (each) and if you join a tour you usually have to pay your entry in addition to the tour charge. Again, be prepared for long queues... especially for the Colloseum.

Also, I was a little disappointed with the food (especially the gelato). In Melbourne we are blessed with high quality Italian fare. Watch out where you eat too, the prices will be heavily inflated nearest the big sites so travel a block or two away to find a cute, authentic experience.

When in Rome...

you know how it goes.... Do as the Romans do. We enjoyed our daily siesta. It was far too hot to venture around town all day so we generally visited the sites in the morning and shopped in the evening. This meant we achieved what we wanted and didn't get too grumpy and hot.

Lastly, don't be merely an armchair traveler... save up and have your own adventures! Ciao xo

Ups and downs of traveling

2010-07-11T03:33:00.000+10:00

Sometimes everything goes peachy... and other times....

When departing Melbourne Airport I forgot to grab a departure card at check-in, so I dutifully returned and when I got there they asked for my boarding pass. It was taken away and upon return had been upgraded to business!! Well, you can imagine my excitement... I'd never had this privilege before and it was a 14 hour overnight flight to Doha. I felt like royalty, but just to ensure I didn't get used to the idea too soon... I was assigned what would have to be the worst seat on my leg to Frankfurt. No window for my window seat (for views of the Mediterranean and Alps) and no ability to recline my seat - most uncomfortable and I strongly recommend you avoid row 27 on all long-haul journeys!! One could say a rather bi-polar experience, two extremes of the airborne journey.

Then on Thursday, Mum and I went for our swim in the Rhein. All you have to do really is float as the strong current pushes you along. It is very popular with locals during the summer. All was going swimmingly... that is until I left the water and felt very green around the gills. I gave my poor mum and her friend a scare as I fainted on the stairs! This is a bad habit of mine... now I am banned from swimming in Perth and Basel! It will be paddling in the shallows from now on, sadly.

This coming Wednesday brings Bastille Day and I will be attempting a French Classic for our dinner. Then on Thursday afternoon we head to Rome. Hopefully no misadventures to be had there!

Ciao for now, Joce xo

Delightful Dresden Days

2010-07-08T20:06:00.001+10:00

What a joy to be met by my dear papa* at Frankfurt airport. It was HOT! We had ice-cream while waiting for our train connection to Dresden and then treated to first class in the train. Our train steward was very friendly and obliging. We had Weissebier (can you guess what that is?) Then I bombed out for a few hours. Before I knew it we were racing to change carriage at Leipzig and then a short trip and we pulled into Dresden. What a picturesque city! It is rightly called "Florence on the Elbe". Unfortunately a little Soviet taint still lingers, but it is gradually being replaced by Dresden's former glory. It was completely flattened in famous bombing raids in February 1945 at the end of the war and much of the rubble remained throughout its days as part of East Germany. Historically it is the capital of Saxony and Luther's reformation was very strong in the area. Many of the grand churches (Catholic in appearance) have been Evangelical since the 1400s!
It remained very hot all weekend, but we did manage to see the sights and enjoy ourselves. Our accommodation was very close to the center of "old town" and we bought ourselves 3 day Regio-cards that enabled free access to all city transport, entry to museums or discounts. On Saturday we explored the city and attended two superb recitals. A free organ recital at Kirschekruz (church of the cross), and then a really special concert of Bach pieces by German Brass in the famous Frauenkirsche. Germany defeated Argentina that afternoon so the streets were filled with German revelers.
On Sunday we visited Zwinger palace/museum in the morning... Augustus the Strong (Elector of Saxony and King of Poland) was mad about porcelain, so there is a massive porcelain collection in part of the palace. Such beauty! There is also an armour gallery and old masters gallery that just goes on and on and on! When we had enough of the pictures we found a little cafe to have some lunch and then I suggested the Grosse Garten (Great Garden). The Garden is HUGE and we decided to view it on the mini railway. Dad was in heaven! He has always loved trains of all sizes. We had a steam locomotive and he even had a chat with the driver. The stations were manned by children and they took it very seriously... even the mini railway must leave on time in Germany!
On Sunday evening we decided to venture into Dresden Neustat (new town, but really old) for dinner. Neustat retains much of the Soviet look and is not touristy at all, but we found the most wonderful Thai (and sushi) restaurant called Old Siam. Very authentic delicious food and inexpensive and generous portions. I ordered Green curry and Dad had chili prawns. Yum-yum!
Monday morning found us in nearby Meissen, famous for its porcelain... Dad found he had a taste for it after Zwinger... The locals (with Augustus' support) discovered a recipe for porcelain in the 18th century and they have been producing exquisite porcelain since then (and VERY expensive/exclusive). We had a tour of the presentation factory, they still produce it exactly the same as they always have, every part of the process is done by hand (or foot for the potter's wheel). Monday afternoon we rushed around town trying to find my favourite post card (Why didn't I buy it when I first saw it?!) before arriving at the station to find that our train was 40 minutes late! We eventually arrived in Hanau 2 hours late! At least Dad will get a 50% refund, and our friends picked us up there and took us to their home - we were far too late to make our connection.It seems that Jocelyn has brought Melbourne's timetable with her... all the trains run late when she's around!
Now I'm "home" in Schopfheim and it is so lovely to see my Mum. We will swim in the Rhein this afternoon... more to come... xo
The picture above is a statue of Martin Luther in front of Frauenkirche. *Papa is German for Daddy.

That special feeling....

2010-06-10T14:58:00.000+10:00

I really adore feeling special! Of course one shouldn't feel too special every day or we'd certainly explode with our own importance, but I've grown and sometimes even thrived on the earth for 30 years today so I'm experiencing a certain sense of achievement.

My 20s were difficult to put it midly... lived up to that curse of "may you live in interesting times". However, I think I've learn't a lot about myself and the world and feel better equipped to face whatever it (the world, that is) decides to throw at me next.

The next few years will certainly bring their share of challenges and pain, but I feel surrounded and supported by such a splending array of friends and family.

This is why I feel particularly special:
Psalm 66 (beginning the day with praise)
Breakfast in bed (pancakes c/o my lovely housemate)
Birthday Cards (and newsy letters... thanks Aunty Irene!)
Facebook messages
Phone calls & text messages

Tonight I'm gathering with my sibling for a "retro" birthday dinner. My sister is making my old favourite birthday recipe... been years since I've tasted it, so if its nothing like the original we'll be none the wiser!

I feel so blessed and that's the way it should be.
Biggest thanks to my Lord and Heavenly Father... for making me me and surounding me with other special people. Life is indeed beautiful (even on a gloomy winter's day in Melbourne!) xo

What'll I do?

2010-05-24T12:30:00.007+10:00

You probably already know that I'm between jobs at the moment. It's nothing new for me, but every time is equally frustrating. My motivation wavers as I get bored and then blue. My cashflow ceases making it more difficult to socialise (let alone pay the bills!)

So I've been thinking... what to do...?

My ideal job...? Writer! Wish I had room for this:

Or maybe I could be creative making stuff:

I'd love to do a hat-making workshop... but I can't afford it!

I'd work in a cafe... but I don't have any experience!

So it looks like I'll fall back on the old faithful:

Cleaning! At least the rates have gone up a bit...........................

If only I could just....

Ready for juicing...?!

2010-05-20T16:21:00.002+10:00

I'm so excited!

Only one more sleep and The Emerging Writers Festival begins here in Melbourne. The first week is peppered with activities in and around the city - forums, workshops, book lauches, etc... Then the piece-de-resistance... The Town Hall Program! Two full days to soak up all things writing, and the best bit... the cost is kept low to accomodate poor emerging writers (like me!).

Another plus will be that I'll have a friend this year, not that I won't make a couple along the way like last year, but this year I have my good friend Cheryl joining me from Adelaide. Us two have long held a common interest in arty, scholarly kind-of-things. I'll be joining her in Adelaide next month for more festivals (of a more frivolous nature! I shall reveal more in time...)

Ready for juicing means that I'm ready to get my creative juices flowing. I've already started to put a bit of a business plan together (to enact when I return from the continent in a few months time.)

I've got a really good feeling about this year. I'm not going to let the flame dwindle to a pilot light, but keep the gas connected in a steady stream. I hope to make enough connections that the motivation will keep on coming.

I just can't wait!!! tootles xo

Happy Birthday Dad

2010-05-19T17:39:00.003+10:00

It's really quite hard to describe how I feel about my Dad today. There's quite a lot of pain associated with the word at the moment.

Ever since I can remember we've enjoyed a special understanding. I guess its because we think in a very similar way. We're both dreamers, idealists, thinkers, creative. We both love to sing (I remember trying so hard - in vain- to sing louder than my Dad as a kid!) I think it was Dad that first showed me how to sing in harmony.

We both seem able to irritate Mum in the same way!

I also remember sitting on the back of his bicycle and cycling around Melbourne (fast)

I remember snuggling up to his snoozing form on the couch late at night... and quizing him on the program on telly.

My Dad is such a special man. He's sure had his share of ups and downs over the years, especially in this decade, but he seems to face it all with optimism and determination. Its a constant inspiration and reminder to keep on keeping on. It reminds me of the lyrics from a favourite Christian artist, Michael Card:

From you I learned the kind of faith

That looks up to the mountains

From you I learned just what I'd like to be...

I hope you're having a great day Dad, you deserve to feel so special!

All my love, Joce xo xo

...Baby it's cold outside!

2010-05-14T12:05:00.003+10:00

Well our delayed-Autumn has hit it's stride this week with a wintry kind of bite to the air and cloudy, soggy short days. It puts me in mind of a few tunes... (nothing new there)

Autumn Leaves is one of my favourites and among my standards, I'll sing it at any opportunity, but it is pictorial present at the moment. Especially as I took a little trip up to the hills last Sunday.

My mood seems to have gone the way of the weather. Too many unaswered job applications, and not enough to keep me busy. I have a plan... but not the funds to put it into action - grrr... the frustrations! Maybe I'll buy a lottery ticket this weekend... nah, still, what I couldn't do with a cool couple of mill.... dreams!

Now it's Friday, and as I listened the an inspiring "conversation hour" on the radio another of my favourite Jazz standards punctured the conversation between guests... Baby It's Cold Outside... so cheeky!

I'm feeling a little more chipper as the week ends and the weekend approaches... mmmn, questionable sentence structure there... sorry, but you get what I mean, I'm sure. It's shaping up to be another fairly busy one with catch-ups, parties and churchy activities. I also had a lovely evening with friends last night, always helps.

So, rug up, don't forget the umbrella and enjoy your weekend (If you're North of the Equator, perhaps a hat is more de-riguer!)

I'll post some pics next week, promise!

All This Time

2010-05-10T17:21:00.002+10:00

I had a really full-on weekend, lots of fun, but was exhausted today and didn't get a whole lot done... I helped a friend to celebrate her birthday on Friday night, we're both massive karaoke fans so I'm afraid we rather hogged the mic! I over indulged, so spent a lot of Saturday feeling a little poorly, but recovered enough to sing a lot more karaoke (without the need for sharing!)

I met a lot of my friends church pals on Friday night. They were all talking about the launch of a new service at a central Melbourne cinema, so I decided to go along an check it out. It was a very encouraging time and I made at least 5 new friends in the process... They're called City on a Hill (after Jesus quote from his Sermon on the Mount) and they have a cool ministry to the city's homeless called Many Rooms. I'm thinking of getting involved in that too. It's right up my alley really.

All these thoughts of serving are inflamed by a favourite album of mine that I was also listening to yesterday. Although its not Wednesday I thought I'd share my current favourite track off the album with you. It's called All This Time... hence the title of my post today.

All This Time

I'm a father and a son; I've been a lover with just one,
But this world can get me all undone,
And I'm frightened I'm the only one.
I wrestle with the thoughts I keep,
If I sow the seed of arrogance then it's loneliness I'll reap,
It's loneliness I'll reap.

Please don't leave me stranded here,
With a head of lies and a heart of fear.
My life's a show on Gods TV,
The world an audience, watching me.

So wake me, shake me, keep me sharp,
As I touch the power of Gods great harp.
And this world can fill your head with praise,
That steals me from eternal grace.
So how can I serve God and wealth?
I can captivate an army, but I can't control myself.
I can't control myself.

Ghostly figure out at sea, I hear a voice that's calling me,
To walk upon the waves of faith.
For in the arms of God, I am safe.

All this time, since the day that I was born,
I've never known a time like this,
I don't wanna let you down.

I will sing, sing for your light has come.

Written by Delirious? 2005 Curious? Music UK

This Album (Mission Bell) is a little dangerous really, it gets me all motivated to get out there and do something to demonstrate my faith. I've been putting a lot of consideration lately into what I want to do with my life. Like, do I want to study more, etc... I do feel like I'm leaving behind a period of exploration and finding out who I am and who I want to be, now it's really time to do something with all that.

Of course, I still need a job, to be able to support myself, but I'm also excited by the new directions that my faith is taking me. I'll keep you posted!

Song of the week - On the Borderline

2010-04-21T10:22:00.002+10:00

This week I turn to a new song... not sure I'll be able to get the lyrics so I'll just share the chorus that I like singing to myself. Would make a good alarm clock song! The song is by an Australian Independent Artist, Sally Seltmann, she used to be known as New Buffalo.

Get yourself up, get yourself up,
Get yourself out of it
This is a new day; this is a new day,
This is a new day today
Snapping your fingers, tapping your toes,
You were humming a tune
You know, you know
This is a new day; this is a new day,
This is a new day today

I like the upbeat tune and lyrics and it gets into my head, a pre-requisite for "song of the week" I guess.

I'm not fully enamoured with the current trend of female singers, they seem to share a breathy style that's not really my thing, but works here. Sounds to me like a break-up song (a favourite category of mine!) Not that I've had all that many break-ups, but they sure make for a good tune. A lot of my favourite songs would fit into this category, and as I reflect I think the guys generally moan about their loss, while gals tend for a more optimistic note of moving on... I'm sure that's a grose generalisation, so feel free to prove me wrong!

I too feel a bit like I'm on a borderline... looking ahead to new horizons, not at all sure what is ahead. There are many changes coming my way, some I look forward to, others, well... change and I have always had a fractious kind of relationship.

Today I'm putting a positive spin on things... getting myself up and remembering that it is a new day today. How about you...?

Tschuss till next time xoxo

Down time...

2010-04-20T09:44:00.003+10:00

Feeling a bit deflated as I begin this week. I had a great time emerged in costumes for my friend's production of Midsummer Night's Dream for Melbourne's Comedy Festival. It came on the back of Easter and time with family and friends. It was all busy and a very new experience for me, so was all consuming.

I also had the opportunity to make some new friends, and you all know how much I enjoy that! To hang out with like-minded people for a whole week was just bliss. It reminds me how much of a difference common interests make to a friendship.

I have a few "hard" things to get through this week, so no doubt that's contributing to my cloudy mood. I'll perk up though, never fear. Melbourne's experiencing some lovely unseasonably warm weather too, so I'll ensure I make the best of it.

I'll try and find some pics of the production to share with you all, it sure was a hoot!

Ciao for now xo xo

All I Need...

2010-04-14T01:12:00.002+10:00

I thought I'd resume my song of the week posts. I've been thinking a bit lately about what I need (sometimes vs what I want!!) not always mutually exclusive...

Here's the lyrics from Air (a French duo)

All I need is a little time,
To get behind this sun and cast my weight,
All I need is a peace of this mind,
Then I can celebrate.

All in all there's something to give,
All in all there's something to do,
All in all there's something to live,
With you ...

All I need is a little sign,
To get behind this sun and cast this weight of mine,
All I need is the place to find,
And there I'll celebrate.

All in all there's something to give,
All in all there's something to do,
All in all there's something to live,
With you ...

The song is set to a really cute video clip of a young woman waxing lyrical about her boyfriend, I'm sure you'll find it on Youtube...

Now, I'm not saying that I need a man in my life.... I'd sure like one, but that's not the same thing. In all my years of singleness I feel most happy at the moment. I'm glad to be putting my tumultuous 20s behind me this year, keen to explore new options for work and things over my next decade.

I could really do with a job at present... Not quite sure what it is about me and work, perhaps a lack of ambition...?

Really all I need is a safe place to rest my head, friends and family to share a little love, and something to do each day that gives me a little joy and meaning.

This week I'm keeping very busy helping a friend out with her production of A Midsummer Night's Dream. I've a to-do list as long as my arm to complete when the sun comes up so its time for the head to hit the pillow. I was housesitting for two weeks and now enjoying being back in my own bed.

I'm so thankful to live in a free and democratic country, in a time when I can be on equal footing with my male counterparts, to be able to express and share my faith freely, to sing in the street if I want! I'm so thankful to live in city that doesn't just tolerate diference but celebrates it. To live among a people that don't take themselves too seriously and know how to build a bit of fun into their lives (It's Comedy Festival season at present!)

What do you need?

What are you thankful for?

till next time... xo xo

coming soon....

2010-03-21T15:50:00.002+11:00

Sorry I haven't been posting much of late. I've not only been busy, but just found it difficult to put into words what I've been feeling... or maybe just not wanting to make it public!

I'll post early next week with my adventure in Canberra... it is sure to feature a big queue... always an opportunity for making new aquaintances ;)

Catch you all soon... xo

get me outta here!!!!

2010-02-13T11:06:00.003+11:00

This is just too much for a Saturday morning... usually I can read/doze through my flatmate's piano lessons, but that's the LEAST of my narks this morning.

The upstairs people are renovating their bathroom... basically demolishing it's 3 walls at present. They did it till I asked them to stop at 9.30 last night and then started at 7.30 this morning... with loud radio accompaniment from 8am!!

I am not happy... maybe I'll get a haircut like this chick next week... less to pull out of headache frustration.

I should be tidying up and doing my chores but I can't stand another minute! I'm off for a swim and catch up with the siblings... as far from here as I can reasonably get!

Addios!

PS please excuse all the spelling and grammatical errors... I've barely slept and so can hardly think!

Hot in the city

2010-02-08T23:52:00.002+11:00

It's been a fairly relentless summer here... I have burnt my left arm and now my right, but at least that eases the pain of sleeping on my side. Today heat had be dreaming. I wrote one poem and a few short memoir/stories. I'm trying to collect up lots of memories of Dad for all the future Grandkids. He tells the best stories, and I don't want them to miss out.

I can remember the extended family gathered around the lunch table laughing histerically and demanding yet another story of Dad and Dave growing up in Japan. Not everyone's parents had such an exotic upbringing! I swear his US history still beats his Aussie! He could name the USA's fourth president but would be pressed to name our's.... We're just not as proud of our short history in Australia.

I caught a little of a show about John Monash on Saturday afternoon. He was a major of the ANZAC AIF during WW1. He championed ANZAC day (which nearly died after the great war as everyone was so war weary) and helped to design our magnificent Shrine of Rememberance. I walked past it with a friend on Sunday afternoon and had to reflect that it was so fitting. It is neither a tourist attraction or glorifies war, but is a fitting testament to the sacrifice of our young men (and now women). War is such a terrible waste (War, huh... what is it good for? Absolutely nothing, sing it again!) Well, that's not completely true, many of our medical and scientific breakthroughs have come about as a consequence of war. Even my profession, Occupational Therapy really kicked in as a consequence of rehabilitating the returned soldiers (that's how we got the tag "basket weavers")

Anyway, now I'm just rambling. It's late, but its too hot to get an early night. I guess I should at least try through.... I'm facing two straight days of meetings (coke will be required... of the liquid kind, that is!!)

Ciao for now, I'll check in again soon and may even share a little of my writing. Must get onto Dad to start getting some of his tales down on paper! xo xo

PS Below is a little pic of the Shrine with the eternal flame in the foreground.

disOrientation!

2010-01-12T23:29:00.003+11:00

Today was my first day as an Educator with Alzheimer's Australia. Now I've nothing but admiration for the way they did our orientation today (there is another new Educator that has started with me), but there's something about orientation that is just so overwhelming. My new workplace occupies 4 buildings on two sites in metropolitan Melbourne (they have country sites too apparently). There are about 75 staff, of whom I think we were introduced to at least half, and hundreds of volunteers (there were only a couple of them around today, thank goodness!!)

We were taken on a comprehensive tour, and then shuffled about between various staff to be introduced to the various aspects of the organisation. Now this is far superior to being stuck in a stuffy room all day listening to dull presentations (I've had too many orientation days like that) where the highlight of the day is fire and emergency training becaucause you get to use a fire extinguisher!

Still, it didn't prevent me feeling like I was suffering information overload by lunchtime! It didn't help that I tossed and turned through a sweltering night last night (the temperature barely dipped below 30 degrees!). Tonight promises better as the cool change has swept in.

Today felt good though, despite the information overload! The staff seems lovely and helpful, and I just got a good vibe about the place. Plus we have three more days of exclusive orientation and most of the rest of this month is orientation, really, as we look in and the assist with education sessions. I think my first session as a facilitator is in early February. I think it helps that the year hasn't really got into full swing as yet, and everyone is nice and relaxed after the Christmas break. Many people only returned to work this week.

Well, I sure need my beauty sleep and my brain needs unwinding, so I'll sign off for today. See you soon! Tschuss xo

Beginning

2010-01-09T13:59:00.002+11:00

Next Tuesday I start a new job, in a new field and I'm both excited and a little nervous. No bad thing I'm sure as it will give me the edge I need to put all my energy in the right place as I start and attempt to make a good impression!

I'm hoping that this will be a good year and it has begun well... though its only the second week of January, so there are another 11.5 months to go, and just as well.

Half-way through the year I turn 30, so not only is it a new decade as we go into the "teens" but I leave my topsy-turvey 20s behind too. I didn't want to turn 30 last year, but on reflection I'll be glad to leave my 20s behind. Just like the "roaring 20s" almost 100 years ago, mine seemed to be between two wars as well! Life can be like that at times I guess, and I think I had a delayed adolescence as well. I didn't have the chance to be rebelious and naughty in my teens, so keep it all up for my 20s. At least I can say I've learned a lot... let's just hope I remember my lessons!!

Well, I just wanted to check in, 'cause I know I've been too quiet for a long while and you'll all have given up on me! I'll make no committment to blog more regularly, though I will try. For the next few weeks at least I'll be pouring myself wholeheartedly into my new job. I'm to be an Educator with Alzheimers Australia. It should be interesting if nothing else!

I hope that you enjoyed the festive season too... I spent lovely times with friends and family and tasting new experiences... How about you?

Ciao for now, see you again soon....

Tapping today....

2009-10-08T09:47:00.003+11:00

Tap, tap tapping.... to be precise.

Not only on my key pad... though it taps a quietly rhythmic tune.... tap, tap, tap-tap-tap

No, and I'm not a "so you think you can dance" kind of tap-dancing gal either... I just love music, and I've been skipping my "Song of the week!" a lot lately.

So... just for a change.... Prior to trying to regain a routine.... I thought I'd share with you a few songs I love to dance too. I might even let you in on what kind of dance I do, or even share a "gold" Joce making herself look silly moment... read on to find out!

Tap one: No, not the hot-water tap, though music in the shower is good... First it needs a beat. Drums, bass guitar, thumping keys... check?

Tap two: Chords... or is it cords?? The intro... those telling couple of chords or notes that tell you to get off ur butt (or put aside that job)... the next few moments are dedicated to...

Tap three: Tapping! Do you sit and tap you foot? Do you slap your knee? Do you click your fingers, or even clap your hands? You do! That's tapping part one....

Tap four: Another use for joints... Neck? (No, I'm not a headbanger generally).... Shoulders, elbows or wrists? (Well if your clapping or clicking you're in already)... mmm What about your back, hips, knees, ankles? Many would say this is where the music ends and the dancing begins..?! Tee, hee... I "won" an award as a primary schooler for my "groovy hips"!!

Tap five: hopefully no one is watching by this point... is there a partner to hand? A towel, broom, mop, vacuum hose... or even a mirror... The chorus, or the riff is especially important...

And you bow... or give yourself a round of applause... and and encore? Gotta love the CD player. Though like the old LPs it can skip a little is you get too enthusiastic!!

What do you like tap, tap, tapping to?? Or more appropriately... what CAN'T you help tap, tap, tapping along to. The best thing about doing it alone... no one laughs at your daggy moves!

Here's a few songs I enjoy tapping to:

OK Go's - Oh, lately it's so quiet...
Spearhead's - Stay Human (All the freaky people make the beauty of the world)
The Cat Empire's - The Rhythm
The Sleepy Jackson's - Good Dancers

Too much thinking! The CD player is prepped and the volume is... loud enough! So it's tap, tap, tap-tap-tap till next time. Tshuss

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TjNCSw41QSA&feature=related (Sleepy Jackson)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tb8MvKvPVYw (Spearhead)

There's a great clip of The Cat Empire and OK Go's iconic routine of tredmills you can search and view at youtube as well... have fun... dance like no one is watching!!

Five Words... and a few more

2009-10-01T08:46:00.004+10:00

One of my favourite bloggers did this... so I asked them to send me five words too:

Fragrance - Breathe in - sun ripened peaches, fresh air dried laundry (especially wool wash), and my favourite frangrance of all: Australian Rain (see water) - Breathe out.
Compassion - To wear my heart on my sleeve, and to never forget why I am here or where I am either. To remember how blessed I am and how that blessing can be shared.
Home - I am a South-eastern Australian, I was born here, I live here now, I feel like I belong here (most days). However, Home IS where my Heart longs to be... and so I won't get home for a good while yet I hope. I have a home, but I am also homeless, I am on a journey destination known... route less clear!
Goals - In Australian Rules Football = AFL = Footy! - There are four goalposts - 2 short ones on the outside and 2 long ones inside (in a straight line). "Kick it straight" = 6 points (a goal) "anything that is outside including any post" = 1 point (a behind, don't ask!). My goals are much like Aussie Rules Footy: If they're aimed straight they produce blessing, any other goals less so... oh and if you kick it wide - it's "out on the full" and possession goes to the opposing side. I could say so, so much more about goals, with more analogies of various ball games... Aim for the stars, if you fall flat the view is still interesting?!?! Goalsetting God's way is fraught with difficulty.
Water - my country is among the driest on earth and has been so for a long, long time... only now are we realising what a precious resource water is. Humans are 75% or so water. Melbourne (city) water tastes the best in the world - really, it does. Grass goes from vivid green & flowering, though yellowing to brown and patchy, through to dead and dusty. Humans and other living things complete this cycle much, much more quickly and fatally. And yet, one of my old, old (97) patients suffered hyponatremia last summer, she recovered and was sent back to her own home to live independently! Lastly, I love the taste of water, the smell of expectant and recently fallen rain (it has something to do with the dryness of Australian air, I'm told, as well as Australian plants, I'm sure. It's always my top-missed fragrance when I am O/S) The feel of cold water running down from lips to stomach (on a hot day) and also the warmth of a hot beverage warming from lips to gut. I am so, so fortunate to have grown up in a place where water is what it is (and is cared for). Now it is also treasured and that is good too.

I see a picture (sorry I can't find one, so you'll have to go with me here.....)

It's a beautiful Melbourne (note 1 Melbourne is situated at the top of a natural bay of sea water and fed by springs and a river from the hills that surround it, many, many years ago it would have looked a lot more like a wetland, than it does today!) It is a beautiful "Melbourne" day and I'm here beside the Yarra River (note 2 It's well known for flowing slowly with a colour closer to brown/grey than blue or green) alongside the free gas BBQs. All my family is here with me (Roger, Gaynor, Tim, Amy, Glenda, Tom + any others too). We're having a BBQ/picnic... I have so, so many good memories attached to this place, I could stay here for ages (note 3 the Yarra and parklands beside it host a wide variety of interesting things to see and do).... but now it's your turn. Read the instructions and then give it a go. I'd like to hear about what you "see"....

Find a comfortable place to sit. Minimise distractions, like music, telephones, TVs, etc. Take a deep breath in and breath out slowly. Close your eyes. Breath in - Picture green grass and moving water - breath out. Breath in - what do you see? - Breath out (What do you hear, smell, etc repeat as required and until you have a vivid picture). Breath in - are you alone or with others? - out, in - if yes, who? (if no, what's there with you?) - out, in - what are you doing? - out, in - stay here for a little while, take it in, enjoy it - all the while breathing in and out slowly with your eyes closed. Now it's time to pack up: Keep breathing slowly but as you feel comfortable open your eyes and return to your chair in the room you started. (Insert smile)

That cycle should take a minimum of two minutes and a maximum of 10. Feel free to return here any time you need to. I'd also like to hear if it worked, and what you saw, but only as you're comfortable......

Hope... and piece... and prayers... please!!!!

2009-09-18T18:30:00.003+10:00

I'm sorry I've not been blogging much lately...

Too busy doing "people" in real life!!!
Moping
Thing I want to write about but can't yet
Moping
Too busy & tired to think straight...

That's about enough excuses.... I'm a little grief-stricken at the moment... so my head & emotions have got me in a spin...

STILL (and here's that peace I been longing for....)

It's good to remember the Hope we have. It's good to remember our Faithful Father... It's good to be thankful... and I am, for so, so much...

BUT...

no, Still....

I'm trying not to yes, but... It's a recipe for an unquiet mind, restless soul and lack of peace

I want the peace that passes understanding....

not a little piece of the peace ;)

Michael Card wrote a beautiful song about Hope too... it's my song for today... I'll get back to the song of the week soon.

Please pray for us all (Ridleys)... we need prayers too.

I'm so thankful to my Faithful God & more especially thankful for the faithful saints he's given us all. Prayer is such a wonderful, wonderful thing...

isn't it?

It's not Wednesday but... I still sing!

2009-08-14T00:44:00.003+10:00

Sorry for not posting sooner folks... I've been a little out of sorts this week (All that goes up, must come down.... sort of thing) Added to that, the fact that I haven't had all that much time to spend online.

It was my wonderful Mum's birthday on Monday, and the first we've been able to celebrate in her presence for three years! It actually made it almost more difficult... no dispatching "interflora" this year... I had to choose a card. I chose the one that made me smile the widest. I think it went down well enough. I was the only child who managed to give Mum a wrapped present too; so I think that earn't at least one brownie point!! The card... and my "two bobs" about Mum in today's post will just be "I love you!" Hopefully some new photos to come in the not too distant future.... Here's an "old" one:

Now, back to "song of the week"... The other reason I haven't been spending time online this week is because we "opened" up the storage that Mum & Dad (and then me) put away in 2006. It was actually delivered to my sister's house on Mum's birthday... so I guess that could also be counted as a present?? I was a little disappointed to discover that I didn't put any boxes into storage... but then again, if I haven't needed it for the last 3 years... I can continue living without it, can't I? (Most times my head says, rather resignedly I admit, yes - I can! The heart is catching up....)

And so to the song I sang most heartily as we unpacked... (we were at my sister's place and she has an ipod deck... and mutiple ipod's as Mum & Dad each have one) Mum requested The Seeker's (a huge Aussie band from the 60s) and I followed that up by requesting Michael Card's album Poiema. I love most of the tracks on this album, it has a real celtic feel to it with the music as well. Still, in thinking about the stuff we don't need... the following song spoke to me most clearly

"Things We Leave Behind"

There sits Simon, so foolishly wise
proudly he's tending his nets
Then Jesus calls, the boats drift away
and all that he owns he forgets
But more than the nets he abandoned that day,
he found that his pride was soon drifting away, and
It's hard to imagine the freedom we find
from the things we leave behind

Matthew was mindful of taking the tax,
and pressing the people to pay
Hearing the call, he responded in faith
and followed the Light and The Way
Leaving the people so puzzled he found,
the greed in his heart was no longer around and
It's hard to imagine the freedom we find
from the things we leave behind

Every heart needs to be set free,
from posessions that hold it so tight
'Cause freedom's not found in the things that we own,
It's the power to do what is right
With Jesus, our only posession,
then giving becomes our delight, and
We can't imagine the freedom we find
from the things we leave behind

We show a love for the world in our lives
by worshipping goods we posess
Jesus said "lay all your treasures aside, and
love God above all the rest
'Cause when we say 'no' to the things of the world
we open our hearts to the love of the Lord and
its hard to imagine the freedom we find
from the things we leave behind

Oh, and it's hard to imagine the freedom we find
from the things we leave behind

(If you want to hear this song... look it up on YouTube... there's a live version of Michael doing it for his "Scribbling in the Sand" project a few years back... enjoy!)

And just imagine the freedom you'd find... from the the things you leave behind...?

P.S. I'm off on family holidays from the 14th to the 31st... so I'm not sure if I'll get to post much in that time... if I don't, rest assured I'll make it up to you all after the 1st!

....on Job... or why "ignorance is bliss"

2009-08-09T02:58:00.002+10:00

I'm not asleep... I'm watching the "Hottest 100 of all time 2009 top 50 video clips" on RAGE... keeping an eye on the Cricket, doing housework, chatting to friends on skype, texting, calling, leaving messages...

all I really need is to talk to someone... so I've been avoiding talking to the only one who really hears all day!

Why?

So that gets me to thinking about Job, and suffering... again. I do not like bad news, and along with much good stuff of late... there's definately been some bad stuff. It's not that I can't get through it.. I even chose not to strangle the woman who (upon giving me bad news) remarked... "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" (If I could only tell you what HASN'T KILLED ME in the last 12 years, or so....) NOT HELPFUL, but thank you. :P

I want to be a child... angry, wingeing, crying, worrying, moping, wishing, dreaming, playing...

As an adult I know that most of the first things are conterproductive... but do I care? Not in the slightest. I feel pain, and God is strong enough to handle this initial response of mine. It's not new, we've been here before and I'm sure we'll come right back here again, and again...

Until I really learn the truth of 1 Peter 5:7

I only know this verse because we sing it regularly in church!

Cast your burdens upon Jesus for he cares for you.

Still... when you think about it... Ignorance is bliss.... if I didn't know what I do... it wouldn't hurt nearly as much as it will!!! And I come full circle again.... must be time for bed.

Please pray for my Dad, Mum, me and my family. I want us to treasure these few weeks together for all they're worth... not worrying about what we cannot change... preparing ourselves well for what may come... but leaving the rest to our Father. He's never failed me yet! (after all) <><

things don't always go to plan...

2009-08-08T01:22:00.002+10:00

Why is it that when something is so eagerly anticipated, it doesn't quite meet your expectations?

Of course... in the world of Aussie Rules football, that shouldn't come as a surprise... but it was my first visit to see Geelong playing this week (and my parent's first in over 3 years!)... plus we hadn't lost to Carlton since 2004... well this week proved the exception! Ah well, it was still great to be at the footy with my family, and it was the first time I'd ever been into the "members' area" of the hallowed Melbourne Cricket Ground (MCG)... but still, would have been better if the boys had played a decent match!

I also have a little apology... only three week's in and I've missed the song of the week...! Not to worry I've been sitting on this one for a few weeks, but decided to spread out the Christian and more secular music.

A very good friend of mine allowed me to borrow a CD (in exchange for the tape that had been in high rotation in my car!). It's an album by a little band called Paul Coleman Trio. Many of the tracks spoke to me when I first heard the CD back in the early 2000s... so naturally I wanted to become reaquainted with them. I'm fairly certain I've referred to this track in previous posts, and its just one of several good tunes on the album, but this is the one I always find myself coming back to... It's called "The Sun, the Stars, & the Moon"

Do you believe it’s true
It all depends on you?
If you were to fall down
We wouldn’t know what to do?

I’m a lonely soul
I’m a lonely soul
When I think I’m alone

I want to be the moon
‘Cause it reflects the sun
Don’t want to be the star
That shines on everyone
I want to be with you
‘Cause you’re the only one
Who heals my lonely soul

Have you ever got
Everything you want?
Well did you fake a grin
And feel you lost when you win?

I’m a lonely soul
I’m a lonely soul
When I think I’m alone

I want to be the moon
‘Cause it reflects the sun
Don’t want to be the star
That shines on everyone
I want to be with you
‘Cause you’re the only one
Who heals my lonely soul (repeat)

That bridge often returns to me on days when I'm feeling "lonely", and I remind myself that its probably my own fault that the phone hasn't rung... or I haven't received an e-mail.... I also have to remember that the ONLY one who has been, and will be available 24-7, anywhere, anytime, anyhow... is Jesus. I've been blessed on many different occassions with a verse and/or story from the bible to remind and reassure, often to challenge my wrong thinking too! More than once I've received a feeling, or a vision of my LORD with me... be that the Spirit, God my Father, or even Jesus. Not quite as tangible as a hug, but the depth of the peace I've felt should be reminder enough that I only have to reach out to Him and he is there.

Ah.... but I'm a weak, and self-centered, creature... I long to touch, and feel the comfort that human contact brings. It's so easy when meaningful human contact isn't around to feel that I'm alone, but that's a lie, and this song helps me to remember that.

SO.... even when things don't always go to plan... I remind myself that the week has sure ended well...

Special times with my family apleanty
Yummy strawberries from Queensland that take me back to the Sunshine Coast
Walking into a house that smells of my Mum's baking!
Enjoying a live footy match (even when your team doesn't win)
Finding discount new shoes to replace my really, really worn-out ones
the fact that I'm not going to be woken up by piano lessons in the morning!

.... still, regardless of the last point, it is past my bed time... catch up again soon <><

P.S... please excuse excessive exclamations! :P

Monday's musing...

2009-08-03T09:32:00.004+10:00

I've had such a wonderful weekend... but unfortunately that makes it difficult for me to settle down and rest on a Sunday night... in order to start the new week well. I have a long history of Monday-itis! It's not so bad at the moment as I don't have to go to work or school currently, so I can ease into my week rather than facing it head on... but I know this won't last!

Still it means that I have time this Monday to muse a little before getting on with my to-do list, so here we are :)

Why was my weekend wonderful?

The above picture was taken at my older brother's engagement party back in late 2004... and the only photo I could find of the seven of us in my collection! This weekend we were all together again in Melbourne. The first time since February 2006!

My sister and I picked Mum & Dad up from the airport on Saturday night... now I remember why I don't like airport greetings & farewells (the waiting and parking fees!), but they arrived safe and tired, but very, very happy... just as you'd expect.

The weekend continued with lots of smiles, hugs, a few tears, stories, good food, tours (of my sister's house... my new place tomorrow, and my brother's on Thursday night), walking, going to church... ah... so good to have all my family around me again! I was even told off (by my little sister, not my parents), but I don't mind ;)

So, as usual my musing began with thankfulness. Actually, only my bad days are absent of thankfulness... I would posit that's why they're bad!

But that's not why I'm posting today....

Before I went to sleep I started writing a short story, and when I woke up I wrote down a series of questions... mostly beginning with how and why (the two most interesting ones in my opinion). Both the story and the questions could reasonably be bundled under one theme... and isn't God amazing? My bible reading from Hebrews this morning also touched near the edge of the subject.

I've been thinking a lot... that's not unusual for me, but my thinking and dreaming has taken on an exciting edge for me this year. You see... three years ago I lost hope for a while. I don't know if you've ever had the experience of losing hope, but it is truly devastating. Especially for a child such as myself who grew up knowing and loving God and the hope he gives us. Because during this time I didn't lose faith, or love... just hope.

Now if you're familiar with Paul's first letter to the Corinthians, you will be familiar, as I am that three remain... faith, hope and love, but the greatest of these is love.

So losing one's hope I would suggest is not as devastating as losing love... but any of the chord of three is sure to make life difficult. There is also much documented about hope.. what it is, how you maintain it against all odds, how it can be taken away, why you can't lose it... etc, etc... I googled "lose hope" illuminating! Perhaps I also didn't lose hope completely... though I would strongly suggest I came dangerously close... and the reason I'm writing about this now is because this year I've experienced the opposite. Regaining my hope. I guess I'm speaking of hope not just in my LORD, but the ability to see a situation as better than it actually is... or has the potential to be. We all need to be able to remember the sunshine when it's gloomy... or we cannot stand the gloom. Just as we know the sun will rise after a long, dark night.

A storm briefly ripped through my suburb last night. I remembered that my quilt cover is still on the washing line! But I love listening to and watching storms when you're tucked safe inside your warm, safe home.... (the news just told me my suburb wasn't the worst hit!)

The picture to the right shows a little what it looked like... of course it was dark outside so I couldn't see all that much... but I could see the trees shaking and twisting and see and hear the rain whipping windows and ground... I could also smell it... bliss!

Anyway... I've gone a little off topic again... I guess I just wanted to encourage us all... that these seasons come and go (I'm finishing off my 20s with gladness) but three remain... Faith, Hope and Love. I'm so thankful and excited to have regained my full ability to hope.... stay tuned for what that will result in... (only God knows precisely at present!) :D

Song(s) of the week #2

2009-07-29T09:16:00.002+10:00

I'm so excited, it's Wednesday and I get to tell you about my favourite music... I just couldn't pick only one song this week... so I've chosen my favourite (non-Christian) songs... that I'm also hatching a plan for...

As I mentioned last week I love to sing, and I harbour a not-so-secret ambition to earn money for my singing ability. I do not want to be famous, but I'd like to be respected for my craft...

Well, here goes... listen & look out for my debut album one day, it might go something like this:

Breath in Now (George)
Morning Theft (Jeff Buckley)
Walk On (U2)
Dancing Lessons (Sinead O'Connor)
Lovefool (I scored "Superstar" on SingStar for that one!) (The Cardigans)
Heal Me (Lior)
Now We're Getting Somewhere (Crowded House)
Rhythm & Blues Alibi (Gomez)
Heartbeat & Sails (Augie March)
Planet Earth (Eskimo Joe)
Sometimes (Michael Franti)
You Make it Easy (Air)
You Made me the Thief of Your Heart (Sinead O'Connor sings it, but I don't think she wrote it)
No More (not sure of the artist for this one either...)

I'll give you the lyrics for Breath in Now for a start....

I see love and beauty all around
I also see the sadness that’s embedded in your frown
I wonder why you choose not to talk to those who surround
I sense of fear of lifting heavy feet higher than you want to
I just want to believe you’re true

You stand there but you do not cast a shadow
You walk away with every word you choose not to say
I suppose I’m moving on paint some new colour for each day
I don’t like to see dreams put on the shelf to deal with on that one day
I just want to be happy for you

Because I only have one second this minute today
I can’t press rewind and turn it back and call it now
And so this moment I just have to sing out loud
And say I love, I like and breath in now
And say I love I live and breath in now

I move on holding on to what I’ve learned
It’s time to let go of the notion that the whole worlds against me
Break free of shackles that formed young
Time free and now, and now I know
It’s not all up to me
I can count on another
So move on lighter and be free

‘Cause I only have one second this minute today
I can’t press rewind and turn it back and call it now
And so this moment I just have to sing out loud
And say I love, I like and breath in now
And say I love I live and breath in
I believe in for today
I just want to know that you’re ok
‘Cause I believe in breathing just for today
I just want to know that you’re ok

Because I only have one second this minute today
I can’t press rewind and turn it back and call it now
And so this moment I just have to sing out loud
And say I love, I like and breath in now
And say I love, I like and breath in now
And say I love, I live and breath in now

Requsests for mix-tapes (CDs these days) acceptable, but you'll have to manage with the originals for now... stay tuned for my versions!

a thought for Tuesday

2009-07-28T12:33:00.002+10:00

Seeing that I have a bit of extra time on my hands, and find myself at somewhat of another crossroad (yet again!) I've been doing lots of thinking....

As I was thinking about sleeping, and completing my bible reading for the day, I found myself once again turning over thoughts about obediance and trust (in God).

Many of you will know about my tendency to be a bit of a worrier... I've been challenged lately, yet again, that our task as Christ followers is not to worry, but to trust in God. Easier said than done is all I say about that for now! (Old habits die hard)

More interestingly at the time I was reflecting on obedience. Some members of my family were formerly living in a cult, for which the school motto was "To hear is to obey". Now this phrase always gave me the "heebies" for want of a better word - i.e. it made me shiver, feel a little fear, etc. Last night I was reflecting on why this is... (as it still gives me the heebies!)

Is it because of the community and what it represents to me?
Is it because of my personality (and dislike of authoritarianism)?

I'll expand a little on both these things... but more on the second today, as I want to speak to my relations before I talk in depth about the community.

To start with 1 though... "To hear is to obey". Like all reverent disciples, my family firmly believed in the outworking truth of this statement while they were members of the community. We received school calendars with the school emblem, and the statement, every Christmas. In any of the fairly rare correspondence or interactions I exchanged with my family during that time the overbearing nature of this statement was front and centre and I resented it. Now I wonder how they, being free from the community, now think about the phrase, and more widely what they think about obedience.... I shall endeavour to sensitively ask them soon...

On 2, I admit it... I'm anti-authoritarian, and quite proud of it! That doesn't mean I have no respect for authority, but rather that I dislike the style of leadership that is authoritarian in nature. So, when I am given an order (especially by someone who I don't think qualifies to give me orders) I am likely to respond negatively. This made for much trouble and altercations as a young kid. My mum, and other members of my family, will quite happily tell you of my "famous" showdowns as a kid. However, my parents were on the whole gentle but firm discipliners, and we grew to understand one another.... ;) Still, I struggle at times with this... perhaps it's just 'cause I'm a little of the contrary kind of girl too... You tell me to do it one way, so I'll try it the other... Tell me not to, so I will... that kind of thing. As I've grown up I'm believe I'm better at keeping this in check... especially so as to be more "socially appropriate", and of course to get along in work, and other places with less conflict! I don't tend to pick a fight just for the sake of it, for instance, though I will if I'm feeling especially cheeky. On the one hand all this makes me smile at the funny memories it brings to mind... but on the other hand I fully recognise that it is precisely this part of my nature that has made my own life difficult... especially as relating to my relationship with God.

I long to be a good disciple of Jesus... but I'm not! Though that doesn't come as a surprise, does it? I want to pray that prayer... (from St Richard, according to Google!)

LORD,

May I know you more clearly;
Love you more dearly;
And follow you more nearly

Amen <><

PS... and I'm fairly sure that the answer to the "heebies" question... is a bit of both!

Lost to the music

2009-07-27T15:45:00.005+10:00

What blessings I have enjoyed of late (a wonderful consolation to the difficulties I've also faced)!

Last month, for my birthday I was given a slightly different present from my sister. We have enjoyed going to live shows together (especially as she doesn't get out much, being the married woman!) Anyway, she gave me a choice... I could

Go and see "Crazy for You" by The Production Company
Go and see "The National Boys Choir" concert at The Melbourne Recital Centre, or
Ask for a CD or DVD of my choosing

Well, it was immediately a choice between 1 and 2. CDs and DVDs are great, but there's nothing quite like an "experience". The choice was finally decided by two factors; one, I really wanted to see the "new" Melbourne Recital Centre, and the program for the concert included a mix of tradtional works and the premier of a new Australia opera!

So on Saturday night Glenda and I duly went off the the Melbourne Recital Centre. One of the choristers is the son of one of her school collegues... and would you believe that she was seated next to that same chorister's Grandma!! Coincidences galore. Then at interval, we saw another common friend of ours, who received her ticket complimentary of the man who wrote the opera!

Well, it was fantastic! The whole program was enjoyable from start to finish. We were seated in the front row (BB), so at times our view was just slightly obscured, but it didn't matter. The acoustics in the new Elisabeth Murdoch auditorium were excelent. You could see some nerves and twitches at times, but considering that none of the boys would be over 13 years old (they're kicked out of the choir as soon as their voices break)! It was just marvellous.

The premier was Melbourne's only chance to see the opera at this stage, so we were counting our lucky stars.

I have attempted to add a couple of links... one from the Eastern Leader with a story about the opera, (http://maroondah-leader.whereilive.com.au/lifestyle/story/choir-boys-war-story/) and the other from the ABC (a transcript of an interview with two of the original choristers)

http://www.abc.net.au/gnt/history/Transcripts/s1071232.htm

(Inaugural) Song of the Week

2009-07-22T00:51:00.002+10:00

I’m going to try and post my “song of the day” once a week… so here for you is my first song of the week.

Those of you who “know” me would know how much I love music and especially singing. For my first song (and one I’ve sung loudly several times this evening) I’m going back to a well-known gospel tune that I first leant to love as a member of a Christian Youth Choir in Adelaide… takes me back almost 10 years now…

Anyway, here tis….

He Never Failed Me Yet!

Chorus
I will sing of God’s mercy
Every day, every hour he gives me power
I will sing and give thanks to thee
For all the dangers, toils and snares that he has brought me out
He is my God, and I’ll serve him
(No matter what the test) solo
Trust and never doubt
Jesus will surely bring you out
He never failed me yet!
Repeat Chorus

Verse 1 solo
I know God is able
To deliver in times of storm
And I know that he’ll keep me
Safe from all earthly harm!
One day when my weary soul is at rest
I’m going home to be forever blessed!

together Trust and never doubt, Jesus will surely bring you out
He never failed me yet!

Chorus

Verse 2 solo
Didn’t my God deliver Moses from King Pharaoh?
And didn’t he cool the fiery furnace
for Shadrach, Meshach, & Abednigo?
When I think of what my God can do
He delivered Daniel; I know he will deliver you!

together Trust and never doubt, Jesus will surely bring you out
He never failed me yet!

Chorus (then)

Bridge to end

He never failed me; he never failed me yet (builds x4)

Trust and never doubt, Jesus will surely bring you out (rit)

HE…. NEVER FAILED…. ME… YET!!!!

(add whoops, cheers, claps, stamps, whatever takes your fancy... just make it a joyful song of encouragement and praise!)

You can You-tube an example, but my favourite version is currently on high rotation in my car... (it's a cassette recording!)

Tschuss till next time! <><

Moving part 2

2009-07-08T13:10:00.003+10:00

I'm no longer homeless!

Though still in between homes.... I had a lovely week last week house and dog sitting for my sister and her husband. They had a week's holiday in Perth (and I hardly had time to be jealous!!)

Peach (the dog) was great at keeping me company too, and I walked, with her, 5 out of 7 days.... Not too bad, especially as the weather was not too conducive to strolling most of last week.

Today, however the sun is shining brightly (and it looks much warmer outside than it actually is!) Ah, Melbourne in winter... when I don't have to get up and go to work early in the morning, I really like it ;)

This week, I'm staying with good friends, and hope to complete the move to my new place by this time next week....

No, moving is not fun... but soon I will be installed at my new address...

In one of the two suburbs I was praying for
To live with a lovely (piano playing) christian lady
And with many thanks to the people that have helped me through all this
I "should" be adequately settled prior to my parentals arriving back in Oz

God is so good, and I have no more moments to waste on this beautiful sunny day....
By for now, I'm thinking my next post will be from my new address (YAY!)

Brrrrrr

2009-06-18T23:08:00.004+10:00

Have you seen the latest Coke add? It's kinda funky in a way... though I'm sure it will grow to become rather irritating... kind of like my patients sometimes... at first they're cute, or you laugh off their "quirks", but soon enough those same things infuriate you... ah well.... tis life I guess.

I'm thick in the mire of house hunting and packing up... two things for which you will have already noted I'm not a big fan of. Finding a "perfect home" is not easy. Nor is packing up and saying goodbye to the place you've been calling home for the last 12 months or so.

I won't miss....

The cold floorboards (they were great in the summer though!)
the creaky venetians
the noisy traffic
the creaky doors
the lack of doors between my room and the kitchen....

I will miss....

The great big backyard
My housemate practising the piano
The comforting sound of friends in the house
The walks... from Rosanna Station to home, and the circuit along the wetlands
my quick & easy route to the Eastern Freeway

Both lists could have many more items... and some items could fit on both lists! The more bothersome list is the "things to do before the end of June" I won't share that one with you, suffice to say its all about sorting, packing, cleaning and throwing away... the nuts and bolts of moving. Ugh... time for bed!

I appreciate all your thoughts, prayers and suggestions as I wearily approach June 28th (there ain't enough hours between now and then, either!)

Tschuss till next time... <><

P.S. Check out Cassa Verba's latest post for a moment of pure joy ;)

http://cassaverba.blogspot.com/2009/06/sound-of-music-stunt.html#links

Homeless

2009-06-13T02:54:00.002+10:00

Or I soon will be if I don't find a new place to live by about the 27th of June and counting!

I'll be dog/house sitting for my sister for a week till the 2nd... but that's still not very long.

I've been homeless before, so I can manage for a bit, but its no fun really. I'm so sick of the moving thing, I've changed address almost too many times to count in the last decade... If I could afford it, I think I'd buy a caravan! ;) Nah, a houseboat!

I'd appreciate your prayers, ideas, suggestions over the next two weeks or so....

I really don't want to be homeless :(

Everyday & Moving... a "monday muse"

2009-05-18T21:33:00.003+10:00

There's a song I know called Everyday... (Everyday it's you I live for, everyday I'll follow after you, everyday I'll worship you my Lord) There's another one called Moving (Moving, keep on moving, I've been moving so long the days all feel the same)... There are very different reasons why I like these songs and why they speak to me.

Everyday is pretty obvious... I'm a Christian and so everyday I thank God I'm alive, that he's with me and that hopefully I can give him glory. This song is all about that and so I like to sing it!

Moving is different. Its not a P & W, rather an alt-pop song by a band called Supergrass. I first heard it one long Adelaide summer as a teenager... It has a moving kind of medley and rhythm, on suited to staring blankly out of bus or train windows as the world rushes by (or you rush by the world) I like it 'cause it has a real gypsy soul, like mine... I have always been a "mover" first because my parents did, and now because I can't seem to stay still!! But I don't agree with all the lyrics...

firstly, my days rarely always seem the same! I could post a lot about my varying days (but I'm too busy!)

second the chorus goes ... there's a love, love feeling around me and a stone cold feeling inside. I just can't stop messing my mind up and wasting my time (ooo). There's a more-love feeling around me and a stone cold feeling inside. I've got to find somebody to help me, I'll keep you in mind. Now I'm very, very rarely stone cold inside... being the all-loved all loving gal that I am... though I do have a tendency to lonliness. And that probably doesn't make sense upon first reading...

Mmmm... I'm obsessed with Love. I know I'm loved (by God, by my parents, by family and friends) but I also need constant reminding that I'm loved as I can be very hard on myself, and also so selfish. When all I am doing is thinking about me; I get very sad and lonely.

I also love loving... I love my God and the world and all the beautiful things in creation. I love my family and friends. I love everyone really (and sometimes I feel like I've given all my love away with little in return, but that probably for another post).

Where am I going with this? Back to lonliness and being a mover. Back to being on a journey. Here in the world, but not home. Comfortable, but fully knowing that there are so many around me who aren't. Knowing that there's something great around the corner, but just not quite here yet.

I'm in a time of my life where I feel like I've journeyed through some really hard and difficult times... and now I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. No, now I am so close to the top of the hill. Still I'm not in a place where I can just enjoy the view... there's too much to do, and so little time to do it in. But

I'm tired, and sick and tired of being sick & tired, and I want to be well!
I have so much but I want so much more!
There's so much I want to do, but just don't seem to have time for!!

And it's almost 6 months into my "year of getting 'round to it"... and I haven't quite got 'round to it all.... Oh, but I'm tired, and it's 10.30pm and time for me to turn in for the night.

So everyday I'll keep moving, keep praising and praying, keep on keeping on... until its time to rest. I'm not quite balanced with the rest, the recreation, the work... but I'm getting there.

It won't happen overnight, but it will happen.

The merry month of May

2009-05-17T22:27:00.002+10:00

I love May in Melbourne... the beautiful Autumn weather and colours... the fuss about Mother's Day... the fact that I'm settling into my work more and more.

May also brings my parents wedding anniversary... so here's a pic of them with the flower's I arranged from their kids. Even managed to surprise Mum, so that was even better!

Upon not sleeping - warning this is a rambling post, beware!

2009-03-26T04:20:00.003+11:00

Oh, I just have to smile (or cry) at the irony and agony... am I just my own worst enemy, or am I also just an ordinary christian struggling with sin..?

Well, at any rate its still lent, less than one full week till Easter comes in all its glory. In my "high" anglican years (Read that as "anglo-catholic") if you wish. I learnt to enjoy all the "religiousness" around the seasons of the Christian Calendar. My favourite festival easily became Holy Week - which is Palm Sunday through to Easter (Sunday). At my school we had reminders of Palm Sunday in Chapel on Monday morning, or perhaps even the Friday before... With green palm fronds and appropriate hymns and prayers and reflections. Then, yes on Monday morning all the ornaments in the Chapel would be covered over with purple cloths and so would begin our week of "special" chapel events. The Stations of the Cross... and the divine, oh so divine setting of a special easter hymn... who's name escapes me... Help Glenda, do you remember? Actually, I think it alternated one year would be stations and the next would be the special hymn (special because it was so long, told the whole story of Easter, and was interspersed with string chamber music, organ, soloists and choir and congregational singing... oh it was beautiful and painful... the agony and the ecstasy that is Easter, captured in a beautiful peace of music (as an aside, I also have to mention that the chapel had wonderful acoustics) The week (at school) would culminate on Thursday (Maundy Thursday in holy week) With a fairly solemn Eucharist, (well they all were a bit solemn) but this one also beautiful because it was the tradition for the principal to wash the feet of one girl from each year level of the school... prior to communion, or straight afterwards (bummer how that memory fails me... and it was only 11 years ago!!!)

Anyway, I've completely gone off topic for a ramble there... where was I? Yes, Lent... well when lent began I was thinking about things I could (but didn't) give up as a fast for lent... in my church we are encouraged to fast, or not fast, in whatever way we think appropriate, but mainly to spend more time in reflection and prayer as we progress toward Easter... at any rate. I just had to moan to God tonight (something I regularly do when I haven't had a good night's sleep) that one thing that briefly crossed my mind (in addition to "the internet" not practical, and "food" also not practical) was sleep... also not practical, as I distinctly remember thinking... but that could well leave me insane or very ill before it gets to Easter... well its 4.35am on the 26th of March... this time next week is Maundy Thursday (a night to remember the Last Supper, Jesus in the Garden & his betrayal and arrest)... and I'm well on the way to an "all nighter" just couldn't switch off tonight, eventually gave up, put another reflection in my journal, turned of the light, began to sing a song (I often attempt to sing myself to sleep) which made me cry... (or was that before the journal.... (long nights, also not ze gut for the forgettory) Oh anyway, here I am at 4.41 - NOT ASLEEP. Did I actually promise to give up sleep for lent?? Well no, but I did think about it... and I had also thanked God just prior to Lent that sometimes I don't even have to pray for something "properly" like with Dear God.... amen, but that I could basically "think" about it and God answered my prayer, provided my need... does that also mean that because I thought about it... no, now I'm being silly, and I'm back again to the "my own worst enemy"/just an ordinary christian struggling with sin argument.

Upon not sleeping... how pointless!

Oh, but back to School and holy week... after every Eucharist the girls were "rewarded" for being on their "best behaviour" in chapel by getting a pastry treat... I'm fairly certain it was Hot Cross Buns after Thursday's Eucharist (one day early for the strictly faithful... how many of them are there nowadays??)

Mmm, actually, I loved Holy Week before school too... Maundy Thursday can have a special night time service... what's it called, Dad? Where a series of readings, quiet hymns/reflections/prayers are divided by the extinguishing of candles... so that by the end of the service the congregation is in complete darkness... One very memorable Maundy Thursday night, I attended the service in a tiny little church that did not have electricity, so that when all the candles were extinguished it really was dark... and my Dad (the minister) and another member of the church had prearranged a special reminder of how shocking, scary and dark that moment of betrayal was... do you want to know how???

tee hee, hee... stay tuned (for another exciting episode of Joce's rambling ravings!!!)

Belated Blogging

2009-03-12T20:40:00.006+11:00

I cannot seem to get my act together lately so am belatedly blogging best birthday wishes to my beautiful little bliss, Glenda, and my bella Aunty Irene (I have another name for her but those who've read Roald Dhal would think it uncomplimentry, so I won't tell you!!!)

It was Glenda's birthday on the 7th... I don't remember her birth as I'm only 21 months older than her, but I do recall that it was a Sunday, that her birthweight was a little higher than mine, and that she's the fair, smiling, benevolent one (compared to me.... hence the name Bliss)

No really, she brings sunshine into the lives of those she knows and loves, and I suspect even into the lives of those she doesn't really know... I have a memory of a Christian folk singer's song about sunshine at the edge of my brain (Help me Mum, what is it?? Evie...) Glenda used to love that song.

Anyway... over the years we've done the usual sister kind of things, and mostly I look back in fondness. Recently too, as we caught up over hot drinks post a session at the Rivoli we had to agree that our relationship has gone from a difficult patch to a new strength. So I just want to Thank God for giving me such a beautiful little sis, and thank my sister for the encouragement and support she's lavished on me over the years. I really do appreciate it!

Now to Aunty Irene... what can I say? You're the third of five sisters... born on March 12th, my only Aunty who doesn't have children of her own, and.... I would have to say you're the Aunt who keeps in touch most often and keeps the memory of my special West Australian family close by. You always have a cuppa and a listening ear ready, you've always demonstrated love, interest, enjoyment in the things I've achieved (or not quite), the times we've spent together, the letters and phone calls we've exchanged, and even the advice that you've dispenced is so treasured and appreciated. Though we've never lived nearby one another, you've always been close. So thank you for always making an effort with your distant neices and nephews and I'll continue to look forward the next pot of PoW, or G&T, or new & delicious Indian restaurant... that we can share together!

Happy Birthday Aunty Irene, sorry I didn't get that birthday card in the post... an extra special letter on the way... but glad that you were spoilt on your special day (and apologies from Tim that he woke you!!) (wink) here's a pic of Mum and Irene with Mum's place in Schopfheim in the background (Irene gets to visit her more often than I do)... which one is which?

It's all about a 4 day week!

2009-02-24T13:43:00.003+11:00

Well, some days are better than others, and if you can see what time I posted my last entry... you will know why today is not one of my better days... but that's just the thing... because I work a 4 day week (and I have to be at work on Friday for a meeting at 0830) I decided the best thing for me to do was to have a MHD today and work on Friday instead.... no doctors, no use of sick leave... Yep, its all about flexi-time!

And I get to sleep in on Monday, as I have a medical appointment at the Northen Hospital at 10am... so no point in busting my gut to get to work at 0830 on Monday only to leave at 0900 to get from Elsternwick to Epping. So I'll do a half, day on Monday... which means Friday work makes even more sense as I have a case conference pretty well straight after lunch on Monday.

Busy, busy, busy... but with flexi-time... not insane or sick!

Here's to keeping my love of the job and not burning out -

cheers....

and hope you're Tuesday is going good too <><

On the big C

2009-02-24T01:20:00.004+11:00

Commitment that is.... Just thinking about it a lot, mainly as regarding my faith... and also my failure so far to live up to my New Year's resolution to "get 'round to it"... so I'm recommiting to that as well!

The reason the big C is on my mind is that my little church has been celebrating Commitment Month this February... but as C-month ends... Lent begins and I have another 4 weeks to think about commitment.

If you've never heard of Lent before it's the 40 days (excluding Sundays) preceeding Easter Sunday. It begins on Ash Wednesday... (which I'm fairly certain was called that before 1983, when Victoria's last worst bushfires were)... but I'm not sure why its called "Ash" Wednesday... something to do with ashes most likely (and not the one's that the Australian and English Cricket teams compete for!!) [Boy, am I digressing... a bad habit of mine when I'm tired!!]

During Lent Christians are encouraged to fast and pray leading up to Easter... I don't think I'll be fasting from meals this year as I'm trying to put on weight... but will have to think of something else to fast from before Wednesday....

Tommow (well today actually) is Shrove Tuesday... well know for eating pancakes, though that is also a tradition whose origins are unknown to me....

The other "events" during Lent are all squished into the last "Holy Week", which begins on Palm Sunday (The Sunday preceeding Easter Sunday, when Jesus entered Jerusalem), continues to Maundy Thursday... the night Jesus was arrested, Good Friday... the day Jesus was crucified (also the day you are SUPPOSED to eat Hot Cross Buns!!)... and finally Easter Sunday... the day Jesus rose from the dead.....

Oooo.... so much to look forward to, I love this time of year, especially because it also ushers in Autumn and I'm SO looking forward to Autumn (and praying it will be a wet one!)

But back to commitment... what do you think I should fast from? and do you have any suggestions for prayer...?

Why I don't like summer....

2009-01-20T15:24:00.003+11:00

It's obvious on a day like today... when the mercury is almost to 40 (celsius)

I just don't like the heat... and now I have to log off as my computer is unmercifully overheating too :(

Promise I'll post again when a cool day comes around... in the meantime, hope this makes you smile....

Hot in the city...

2009-01-14T22:14:00.002+11:00

I made the mistake of checking out the Nightmarket at Queen Vic Markets this evening... the concrete in the city was still radiating the high 30s temp, despite the cool change coming through about midday and it was too crowded, too pricey... just overrated... I escaped to the shops on Franklin St and bought myself a groovy new jacket... my little bliss and me are going shopping Friday... so I'll get her to bring her camera and show off the new wares!

PS Work is improving, were back to fully staffed now, but with renovation work going on many of our rooms are closed so I don't have a full caseload - Bliss, think I might even be able to POETS (though for me its really POETF!!) on Friday

Tschuss <><

Tired AND Thankful

2008-12-19T08:10:00.002+11:00

I thought of this title last evening as I was journeying home on the train from work... This last month or so has seen a huge turn around in my activity level, also my stress level, and it being "that time of year" a tendency to be reflective!

You see, in the second half of November, I started a new job!! I went back to my roots and returned to working as an Occupational Therapist. What's even more remarkable is that the job started as a locum position, but now I find myself promoted to permanent part-time! (Big Thanks pt 1)

As many of you know all year I've been praying, wishing and hoping for a great new job that would be just perfect for me (and I acknowledge that no job is ever going to be "perfect" but I guess I'm thinking best fit). So far I've really been enjoying the work, the workplace, the people, and my financial worries are definitely improving... but I'm so tired!

Now for further reflection...

1. I love Christmas.

I love that it’s our remembrance festival for the fact that Our Father sent his much beloved and only son into our world. That this remarkable man Jesus was willing to live a human life... beginning at helpless birth... and ending in a way no man before or since has achieved. (If you don't know about this story... then you've got to read it, it'll knock your socks off!!)

I love the associated festivities... the decorations, and Australian summer, the excesses of yummy food shared with family and friends, the exchanging of gifts (though I haven't done any shopping this year... just can't face it). The gathering to sing carols, and remember what Christmas is all about.

And I love the sense of hope it brings... the acknowledgement that perhaps life isn't always grand, indeed its sometimes disgustingly difficult, BUT I made it through another year, and I can start the next year fresh... or we hope for a better year next year, or just know that our God is faithful.

He put us here, just like he put his son here. He loves us, and wants the best for us. We know we don't deserve his blessings, but because of who he is (and if we're being thankful, and real about our faith) he too is faithful to the promises he made.

Does that make sense? My life and me are far from perfect... but as I look back I see just how much my God has taken care of me, how many wonderful opportunities he's given me, how every day he gives me what I need to get from waking to sleeping. It's not easy, in fact I'm struggling to think of a year in my life that hasn't had its ups or downs... but that is what makes it so interesting!!

I love my life, and I want to live it to the full, but most of all I want to give glory to my God; so I'm tired and I'm thankful... and I'm praying that God will bring me through and that I can give him glory.

too much to blog... too little time....

2008-12-17T00:20:00.002+11:00

I feel like a complete reprobate (and have I even spelt that right?)... I haven't blogged since October... and so much in my life has changed since then that I don't know where to begin.... I promise I'll come back on Friday with fresh updates, and may even manage something interesting! For now... bed, I need sleep.... good night xo

Don't drink coffee...

2008-10-24T02:43:00.002+11:00

After 8pm!!!!

So, I was out with friends this evening, and we had dinner at a cute little place on High St in Northcote and then went to a Chocolatier for our dessert. I was going to eat chocolates, so I decided to have a coffee... BIG MISTAKE! I don't normally drink coffee anyway, so who was I fooling!! Luckily I don't have to be anywhere much tomorrow, so I can sleep in, though my housemates have a nasty habit of turning on the TV (next door to my room) early-ish in the morning. I'm very anti watching telly in the morning, a good habit taught by my dear Mum (thanks Mum, inane morning TV chat shows are the worst, especially when you're still trying to sleep!!!)

Well, after that we went to our musical comedy gig at the NSC. So love that venue, its my second visit in six days... Once again we skipped the support act. It was a spoken word artist this time. I wouldn't have minded catching it, but I was strongly outvoted, hence the coffee mistake! Should have had a hot chocolate and the lemon tart!

Ahhhh well, we live and well, sometimes learn! ;)

Meme... well I was bored...

2008-10-14T15:23:00.002+11:00

1. Where is your cell phone? somewhere on my bed, I'm ignoring it!!
2. Where is your significant other? in my imagination
3.Your hair color? mid-dark brown/auburn
4.Your mother? Everyone except her says we're alike ;)
5. Your father? Mum thinks we're very alike! ;) (I think they're both champs!)
6. Your favorite thing? currently? My bed!
7. Your dream last night? don't remember
8. Your dream/goal? To live overseas, and be in full-time ministry

9. The room you're in? bedroom

10. Your hobby? writing & singing

11. Your fear? of being forgotten
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Europe
13. Where were you last night? Home (in Heidelberg)
14. What you're not? boring
15. One of your wish-list items? a new digital camera
16. Where you grew up? Melbourne & Adelaide
17. The last thing you did? drank a ginger/pine drink... now I need to do something else!
18. What are you wearing? jeans & a tee
19. Your TV? I'm discovering the joys of VOD
20. Your pets? we want chickens & a goat
21. Your computer? Lifebook (well, that's the brand & it is a bit of a lifeline!)
22. Your mood? mmm, I'll get back to you on that one
23. Missing someone? my parentals
24. Your car? I'm still driving my first car around, she's a little blue hatchback and she's called Betty - we've done a lot of miles together...
25. Something you're not wearing? a bra
26. Favorite store? David Jones
27. Your summer? can't wait!
28. Love someone? God
29. Your favorite color? green
30. When is the last time you laughed? most of this morning, I was reading someone's blog!

31. Last time you cried? two nights ago, reading someone's blog!

If you're bored too, why not give it a try... I love quizzes, just can't help myself!

RMOM

2008-10-14T12:01:00.002+11:00

Random moments of Mirth...

Have you ever overheard a snatch of converstation, seen something you didn't expect, or even done something yourself that produced unexpected (and mirthsome) results??

I was inspired by Hippomanic Jen's post on her Appromimately None blog (http://approximatelynone.blogspot.com/2008/10/how-embarrassment.html). Even just now I heard the news reader on ABC Classic rather loudly clearing his throat, I think he was expecting the grab to go on a few seconds more. I love hearing news readers guff... or there was a truly embarrassing moment at his wedding reception. My brother and his new wife were introduced into the room incorrectly (by his brother-in-law's surname) instead of our own, which admittedly is somewhat similar.

Or for my own, and I never witnessed this, thank God. When I was in grade 4 I was chosen to play Peter Pan in our school play. The grade 5s and 6s weren't so keen on this idea, but I proved myself by learning the ENTIRE script, (and miming eveyone else's lines on stage!) Thankfully there doesn't seem to be evidence of that year's play on video.

Then there was the evening my Mum played my Dad... My friend and I had a tradition at the time of spending Saturday in the Adelaide Botanical Gardens, ostensibly to paint, but mainly just to wander around dreaming our adolescent dreams. Well, Ali came home to our place for dinner and as we're eating Mum casually announces that we met two boys at the gardens that day and had arranged for them to pick us up and take us to Glenelg (Adelaide's version of St Kilda). Well, Ali and I just looked at eachother and then at Mum, who must of winked or something to get us to play along. Dad was a little unsure, but mum entoned that she trusted out judgement... ra, ra, ra... anyway, dinner ended and we all went on our separate ways... Dad to the throne room and Mum outside to water the garden... So, Mum sneaks around to the front door and rings the bell. I have NEVER seen my father get up from the bathroom so quickly before or since!

There was another time Dad had us in stitches (sorry Dad, but I'm sure you can get me back with a few stories too...) He often would drop in at the Central Market to get something for our dinner, as it was just around the corner from his office. Well, on this particular Friday evening he was so please with himself because he had scored a WHOLE watermelon, and it was quite big, for $1. Mum replied quite cooly, "But Darling, where are the saussages for our dinner?" Dad, of course, had completely forgotten about sausages, so I think we had pizza, oh, and watermelon!!!

What random moments of mirth have you enjoyed recently? Share them, so we can all have a laugh!!

Oh, and here is a little clip I've enjoyed on youtube recently... enjoy! :D

postcard fun...!

2008-10-13T14:33:00.002+11:00

You've got to love the bloggosphere... I've just discovered a website devoted to sending postcards around the world (http://www.postcrossing.com/). It's called Postcrossing and if you're like me then you like nothing more than receiving REAL mail in the letterbox. So if you're interested then go take a look and sign up... I'm looking forward to adding some interesting postcards from around the world to my collection!

A new add for tourism

2008-10-13T11:53:00.001+11:00

Lily's Aussie post reminded me of the new tourism add campaign... its an improvement on the last one, I think... What do you think?

I love meeting new bloggers... and I'm competetive, so watch out!

2008-10-13T11:36:00.002+11:00

I've really enjoyed getting to know some fellow Aussie bloggers via Where The Blog Are You? (http://bloggingaussie.blogspot.com/) So if you are reading this and would like to join in the fun, I suggest you go visit Blogging Aussie... and much thanks must go to Lou for starting this great little venture and putting all the time and effort into maintaining it.

Every week WTBAY also runs a competition (http://bloggingaussie.blogspot.com/search/label/Competitions). This week the prize will assist the winner to gain some R&R, but they can't win it for free.... No, the more you read (and even more importantly, comment) on the daily featured blogger, the more chances you have to win... so go read and get commenting people. I can be very competetive and have more time than usual on my hands at the moment....

Tschuss till next time...

Musing ;)

2008-10-08T12:46:00.002+11:00

I've had quite a bit of spare time the last few days, which has left me with plenty of space for musing... thought I'd post a recent poem for you, you can read it while listening to this fave track of mine from Muse... just to keep with the theme ;)

Untitled #1

Tonight I am long
I am long and I’m longing
My toes reach the end of my bed

Tonight I am thoughts
I am thoughts and I’m thinking
The ideas come from my head

Tonight I’m awake
I’m awake and I am waking
And the dawn is ahead

Tonight I am words
I am words and I’m sentences
And all the things I’ve never said

Tonight I am lost
I am lost and I’m losing
And almost ready to be led

Tonight I am love
I am love and I’m loving
And the blood in my veins is red

Tonight I am here
I am here and I’m hearing
But I’d rather be asleep instead

Tonight I am a leaf
I’m a leaf and I am leaving
To you I’ll be as one dead
JMR 27.8.08

I know! (I can hear you *sigh*) I just can't help myself, can I, & am feeling so clever now I've worked out how to embed speccie content. Tis reassuring that I'm not a total luddite!

Back on the treadmill....

2008-10-06T11:45:00.003+11:00

Well, here I go again! My new job didn't quite work out as planned so I'm back to the job adds and applications. Not my fault, but there just weren't sufficient enrolments to continue. I won't miss the drive out to Cranbourne, but I will miss my students and the work, I was really getting into the swing of it... ah, well... I'll still have a shift or two a week, and am sure something else will show up soon. At least I earn't myself enough to keep me comfortable for a while.... Its just a little disheartening and is making it difficult to get going on this gloomy Monday morning. I suppose its all right to allow myself one lie-in.... Still, there are things I can do...

Oh and if you're a girl and you'd like to do something to help cancer, I know we all have friends & or family that have had their lives impacted by this disease that doesn't discriminate... then check this out... and let me know if you decide to go ahead with it as I have some great ideas that could help you along and raise extra cash....

I hope you enjoy this first proper week of October... I'm aiming to!

Bloggers in community

2008-09-25T13:21:00.003+10:00

One of my blogging friends has started up a community of Aussie bloggers, so that we can explore new blogs and encourage one another in our blogging. It sounded like a great idea to me, and will helpfully motivate me to blog more regularly.... So if you're an Australian and you blog, or someone living in Australia blogging, then check it out and join in. I'm looking forward to discovering new adventures and maybe even making new friends (you can never have too many of those!) Tschuss! xo

Pondering II - Racing to come last...

2008-09-15T12:48:00.003+10:00

I was reading Matthew 19:16 -30 for my personal quiet time today (http://www.scriptureunion.org.uk/SU_Core/5236.id) and to finish off it asked the reader to reflect on their priorities and anything that might be holding them back from following Jesus wholeheartedly. The passage was about the rich young ruler and Jesus reflection that it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter heaven! (incidently, I remember quite vividly my Dad retelling this story as a children's talk and his larger-than-life actions!!) ;)

The part of the passage that really stood out to me though was at the end, and led to my title for this post. It says (Jesus said): "29 And everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother[f] or children or fields for my sake will receive a hundred times as much and will inherit eternal life. 30 But many who are first will be last, and many who are last will be first."

A woman from our church is currently on furlough from her post in Yemen and my parents left everything from their life here in Australia to minister in Europe. Almost every week I visit my friend who lives on the campus of a missionary training school. I have so many friends and relatives who have sacrificed plenty for their faith & to be faithful. I too am considering a life of full-time ministry.

Just a few weeks ago I was reflecting on my faith, or lack of it, and how it was influencing my overall wellbeing. I concluded that it was unreasonable of me to expect God to provide for my needs and wants if I was barely even playing lip-service to my relationship with him and resolved to try harder!

But what do we expect from our lives of faith? A pat on the back and a "nice pad" in a heavenly suburb? Recognition for our efforts? To enjoy the fruit of our labours?

Is it really reasonable to expect anything other than admission at the gate?

The passage seems to indicate that whatever we are willing to sacrifice here on earth we will be repaid a hundred-fold in heaven, but it may well not be repayment in a way that our earthly experience would have us expect, and should that even be a consideration when contemplating a sacrificial ministry? And then what to make of Jesus' final statement, that the first shall be last and the last first? Does that mean we strive to come last now, so as to achieve a better "status" in heaven? I also notice that this translation say "many who" rather than all... what to make of this?

I only know that as I consider a life of ministry I am motivated by my desire to bring others into the Kingdom, to build relationships that have the potential to last for etenity, and because no other work seems to satisfy me in quite the same way. I know that I could never be truly happy toiling away in secular work and leaving ministry as a "hobby", and I've only finished my studies six years ago!

At the end of the day I'm just happy that I can call heaven home, that God is preparing a place for me there, and that I will be able to share eternity in the presence of my saviour with many of my closest friends and family members. I also hope that I'll be able to leave something of worth behind, that I will be fondly remembered by those who's lives I may be able to help along the way. I don't intend to leave behind riches, or monuments, or anything really tangible, rather a life lived faithfully for the one who gave it to me.

How about you?

About to be very busy...

2008-09-13T13:10:00.003+10:00

Well, my teaching course has finished and I'm finalising my final assessment task. I'm not even sure that I wrote about the Certificate IV course in Training and Assessment that I've been studying for the last eight weeks... I've really enjoyed it, and thought I would really miss it now that its over, but it looks like I won't have time...!!

I had a job interview yesterday and finally have good news to share! I will work two days next week, one in Geelong and another in Traralgon, in Gippsland. My boss pays for the travel costs too, so it will be nice to get out of the city, but most of all to be working! Then the following week I'll start full time teaching aged care as part of the government's Productivity Places program for job seekers. I did a quick calculation of my potential earnings too and was very pleasantly surprised! I may be able to do some more study next year after all. I will easily be able to pay off all my outstanding debts and save lots of money so I'm very excited. I will get to teach too, which is what I really wanted to do, though I'd still been applying for jobs in the health sector as well.

So, I have a week to get myself all organised, because very soon I'll be very, very busy... Yay!

Pondering I

2008-08-22T15:10:00.002+10:00

Art and Culture...

I was just looking at my groups page on Facebook today when I saw that a friend of mine had joined a group called "Bill Henson is disgusting, perverted and a creator of child pornography". Now, I can see why people might hold this opinion. His art can border on confronting, but I've never been offended by it myself. I actually hold quite a high opinion of his work, formed when I visited a retrospective held at the Ian Potter Centre, part of the NGV. I actually bought a season ticket to the exhibition, so I was able to visit it several times. I found his work thoughful, sensitive and beautiful. It captured the innocence and inquisitive nature of children, as well as the search for identity and meaning, so integral to adolescence and the journey to adulthood.

I also watched a program dedicated to the discussion of art vs pornography in the wake of the accusations brought against Bill Henson in May of this year. It was aired as part of the Insight program on SBS. I enjoyed the program as it included the opinions of people from all sides of the issue, the artists and curators, the subjects and their parents, and the detractors. They didn't really draw any conclusions, but rather illuminated that it is a very difficult line to draw and that it reflects more on society rather than the art itself.

Why do we feel it so necessary to judge any art that challenges us and what we believe as degrading? I've never viewed Mr Henson's work as exploitative or disgusting, in fact, I've never seen anything of his that shocked or disturbed me. Some of it challenged me, but that is not the same thing. In fact, I believe that our art should challenge us and our beliefs. It is a powerful and appropriate medium for precisely that. Why shouldn't a book, picture, film or song challenge us to see things in a different way? Perhaps they allow us to hear a voice that hasn't been heard, or to view an issue from the other side of the fence. I'm not saying that we should be tolerant to all controversial art. I vividly remember an artwork that depicted a cruifix submerged in urine - this is offensive, to be sure. I don't think that art should shock just for the sake of it, rather it should prompt us to think, rationally and thoughtfully, rather than in heat and anger.

What do you think? Its centainly something to ponder....

For My Mum...

2008-08-09T03:10:00.005+10:00

Happy Birthday Mum!

I won't tell everyone how old you are... I'm sure you're years young after two weeks with the kids in Denmark anyway!! Either that, or exhausted! ;)

I hope my Dad is making you feel the special and adored princess that you are today... breakfast in bed, running you a bath, taking you out for a special picnic... you know what I would do... bring you flowers picked from a walk ('cause I'm too skint to buy them!!), read you as much of our latest book as you wanted, bake you a passionfruit sponge, make a lamb roast, bring you as many cups of tea as you desire.... and finish the day with a gin & tonic of course!! ;)

You are my inspiration Mum, I hope some day my daughter can say the same about me... and if she does I tell her that her Grandmother taught me everything I know!

I love you Mum, and thank our Father every day for sending me such a lovely woman to call my mum!!

xo xo xxxx oooo xo xo xxxx oooo xo xo xxxx oooo xo xo xxxx oooo xo xo

another job interview

2008-08-09T03:03:00.002+10:00

I had a surprise job interview on Thursday afternoon... such a surprise that they didn't even know I was coming!! Anyway, it felt good and I think it went well, hope to hear back early next week. I also have another interview lined up for Wednesday (Stroke Educator). It sounds like it would be a good fit for me too... Please pray that I find something soon...

In other news the 8.8.08 marks the beginning of my new venture as Tupperware Demonstrator, will hopefully help my finances and keep me busy! I held my announcement party this evening and a few stayed behind to watch the Olympic Opening Ceremony... quite the spectacle, but you'd think they could walk just a little bit faster!!! ;)

I'm also due to give my class presentation in class on Monday afternoon... not sure how I'm going to fit the preparation into my weekend, I'm all booked up!! Might have to take my computer out with me... no, that wouldn't work!! I guess I should go to bed so I can wake up at a decent time on Saturday.... I know that I'm my own worst enemy as far as sleep goes!!!

And thank you for all your prayers... I think they're working!! <><

When opportunity knocks....

2008-08-01T15:20:00.002+10:00

My life this year seems to be a series of downpours... (as in, "it doesn't rain when it pours"!) The year didn't begin all that well, what with a death in the family, a health scare and relationship failure... but now things begin to look up.

First I'm ordered into my Job Network provider to learn how to find a job (as if I need lessons, being so practiced in the process myself!!) but it opens the door to study, and I'm now completing a certificate in vocational training. This in turn leads to a job interview in the kind of role I never would have expected.

Then, to top it all off, I was at a party at my sister's last weekend, and now I'm being given the opportunity to become a rep for a reputable plastics company (and with no start-up costs!)

So now I just have to consider what to do next.... I'm praying that the Spirit opens (or closes) the right doors and that I consider my future with care and wisdom. I know where I'd like to be in a couple of years time, but is that where God wants me?

Watch this space and I'll let you know what happens next!

Rolling on....

2008-07-27T17:03:00.003+10:00

My beloved little Betty is back on the road!! yippee... I was fearful she'd never get going again, but thanks to my lovely parents and Brett the Village mechanic we're rolling again. Where would we be without our parentals eh? I don't like to think about it too much!!! Am well known for tackling things that are too challenging and attempting to punch above my weight. They've always stuck by me, prayed for me and helped me out of more than one or two tight corners! I'm constantly thanking God for such an amazing pair. They're a constant inspiration!
(If you're unlucky enough NOT to have met my awesome parents, then check out my mum's blog, there's a link on the left, but beware, you will soon be enthralled and find yourself coming back again and again for her great stories.

Speaking of which I'm writing again. I found my beloved red notebook so am getting back to my first novel. If I can squeeze it in around my new commitments then I will do a proper edit of it too, with some accuracy checks, etc. I want to make the story more realistic, and hopefully a little more suspenseful! My lovely Godmother gave me a book on writing short stories too, so I'll no doubt be attempting more of those. I've been writing a lot of poetry too, comes of the cold days and even colder sleepless nights... more about that later!

I'm getting busier these days. I just started a certificate course in vocational education. It should open up some different and exciting opportunities for me, so watch this space. I'm about to start my second week and I really enjoy it... thinking of which, I have some homework to complete!!

So, what else has been preoccupying me so much lately I haven't found time to post? Well, for one, life was in the slow lane for a bit so there wasn't much to report and I was feeling thoroughly uninspired. But this month I've also been preoccupied with athletic guys in brightly coloured lycra... you guessed it, Le Tour de France! We get every stage live here in Aus, which mean it starts around 10.30pm and finishes after 1am! Its been messing with my head and sleeping patterns big time, but all will return to normal as the August chills roll over the hills!! (like that one, couldn't help myself!) ;)

Other than that not much else is happening. I'm helping out with Breakfast Club on Wednesdays at the Primary School, enjoying my small group and catching up with friends for mid-week lunches (and movies , if its cheap day!) The Annual Writer's Festival kicks off soon, so I hope to catch some of that for further inklings. As usual I shall report any thing of interest. Will try to post at least weekly for a while, so check back regular for all the scintillating tales of joce.... ciao for now! xo xo xo xo

Dad

2008-05-19T10:55:00.003+10:00

Today is my Dad's birthday, so its my opportunity to tell everyone how much I love him. I've always gotten along well with my Dad, and even if we don't completely understand one another, I think that we are kindred spirits. I've spent many memorable times with my dad, perhaps especially on our road trip from Adelaide to Darwin. I was just becoming a teenager, and it was so special to spend that time in the open country with my dad. I remember him reading us stories. He had a great reading voice, and he can really bring the text alive. He's also preached some very memorable sermons.
Dad you are a thinker, always considering things carefully and I am grateful for your wise counsel and encouragement over the years.
Dad you are enthusiastic for life and ready to face its challenges, you have always inspired me.
Dad, you get alongside others, befriending them, mentoring them and bringing them home.
Dad you are gentle and considerate - the diplomat of the family, I hope that I have learned from your example.
Dad, you enjoy getting involved, are not shy to try new things, and follow the Father's leading, wherever he takes you. May he continue to bless you abundantly for your faith in him.
I love you, Dad.

For Dad and Mum

2008-05-15T00:19:00.003+10:00

I love my Mum and Dad. The way they've stood together all this time. It hasn't always been smooth sailing, but they've held on tight.

I love the way they allow each other the space each needs. A time to speak and a time to listen, and even times to be a part, and then together again.

I love the way they make a great team. With complementing strengths that balance out the weaknesses.

I love the way they brought up their children to love their Father, just as they do, but free enough to find our own way.

I love their courage in adversity, their determination to see it through, and I'm sure they'll make it to the end, for their Father loves them, even more than I do!

Happy Anniversary Dad and Mum, here's to 32 great years together, cheers!! xo xo

Things I love

2008-05-13T17:15:00.002+10:00

My family - Mum & Dad & my brothers and sisters
My Church family
Singing praises to God
Just singing in general
Listening to loud music, especially when its live!
Sleeping in
Watching the footy (especially when my team is winning, Go Cats!!)
The smell of the earth and trees after rain
The changing colours of autumn
Soaking in a hot bath (with a good book)
reading in bed
reading out loud to my mum
catching up with friends for coffee, beer, whatever...
watching good movies
going to the theater
Performing on stage! ;)
distilling all my thoughts into a succinct poem
Writing and receiving letters (haven't done enough of this lately, e-mail has practically killed the art of the letter)
Opening packages/presents
Giving presents, especially unexpected ones
Picking flowers
Going for long walks
Catching the tram or train (just not in peak hour or after the footy)
Puppies
Having a great big belly laugh :D
Seeing friends and family you haven't seen for a long time
Family reunions (see above, not so much fun at funerals, weddings are better!)
Arriving at your destination (though the journey can be fun too)
Long bus rides (I've written some of my best poetry on the bus)
Road trips (with all the trimmings)

Oh, I'm sure there are so much more things to love, but that's probably enough for now. What do you love? Do you thank God for these things when you get to enjoy them? I know I do, but probably not often enough....
Love to all of you out there in cyberspace.... let me know your thoughts. xo

bits and pieces

2008-04-23T13:49:00.002+10:00

Ah, the new bed is SO GOOD I could stay in it forever... if only!! Even the unemployed like me can't stay in bed all day, no matter how much I'd like to, oh well....

Our washing machine is still on the blink so I have to find a laundromat today. Its such a pain, but there's no way out, so to the laundromat I will go. That's for later though.

For now, the job hunt continues. I didn't get the Salvos job :( so I continue seeking. I think I really will have to try and get a decent temporary job before I can get something permanent. Its a real pain, but my references just aren't doing me any favours, I think that is the main thing that's letting me down at the moment. Its very disheartening, when you put so much work into your application and presenting yourself well in the interview, but I'm sure I'll find something good sooner or later. Meanwhile I have time to dedicate to my writing, and even a bit of art. It keeps me sane, and not just at home watching daytime TV and dulling the brain! I read a lot too - can handily be done in bed!! ;)

I have also registered for unemployment benefits, so they will start in a few weeks time and will help with my budget. I just hope I don't have to go to too many of their meetings, its not like I don't know how to find a job, I've done it that many times!

Well that's all for now, my feet are getting cold so I'm off to find myself a pair of socks!

The day has finally come...

2008-04-22T12:00:00.003+10:00

and my new bed has arrived!! I'm so excited I wish I was sleepy so I could try it out! I've sat on it, made it, finished off my cuppa tea on it. Now all I have to do is sleep on it! I need to get a mattress protector and another pillow, but otherwise its all set. I've been counting down the sleeps on my lilo in anticipation. Can't wait to sink into it tonight, not that I'll sink exactly.
Here's a pic for you all. Do you like my choice of bedding? Its a bit like an Asian coffee.... YAY!!

A prayer and some words of encouragement

2008-04-16T17:49:00.003+10:00

My dear cousin sent me an e-mail today which contained this story. I decided that I'd like to post it for my wider network of blogging friends to read. I send it also with a prayer, that you too will rely on the faithfulness of our Heavenly Father.

*An* *Amazing* *Story *- Subject: Isaiah 65:24
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This beautiful story was written by a doctor who worked in South Africa ..

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One night I had worked hard to help a mother in the labor ward; but in
spite of all we could do, she died, leaving us with a tiny, premature baby
and a crying two-year-old daughter.

We would have difficulty keeping the baby alive, as we had no
incubator (we had no electricity to run an incubator). We also had no
special  feeding facilities.

Although we lived on the equator, nights were often chilly with
treacherous drafts. One student midwife went for the box we had for such
babies and the cotton wool that the baby would be wrapped in.

Another went to stoke up the fire and fill a hot water bottle. She
came back shortly in distress to tell me that in filling the bottle, it had
burst (rubber perishes easily in tropical climates)

'And it is our last hot water bottle!' she exclaimed.
As in the West, it is no good crying over spilled milk, so in Central Africa
it might beconsidered no good crying over burst water bottles. They do not
grow on trees, and there are no drugstores down forest pathways.

'All right,' I said, 'put the baby as near the fire as you safely
can, and sleep between the baby and the door to keep it free from drafts.
Your job is to keep the baby warm.'

The following noon, as I did most days, I went to have prayers with any of
the orphanage children who chose to gather with me. I gave the youngsters
various suggestions of things to pray about and told them about the tiny
baby.

I explained our problem about keeping the baby warm enough, mentioning the
hot water bottle, and that the baby could so easily die if it got chills.
I also told them of the two-year-old sister, crying because her mother
haddied.
During prayer time, one ten-year-old girl, Ruth, prayed with the
usual blunt conciseness of our African children. 'Please, God,' she prayed,
'Send us a hot water bottle today. It'll be no good tomorrow, God, as the
baby will be dead, so please send it this afternoon.'

While I gasped inwardly at the audacity of the prayer, she added, 'And while

You are about it, would You please send a dolly for the little girl so
she'll know You really love her?'

As often with children's prayers, I was put on the spot. Could I honestly
say
'Amen'?  I just did not believe that God could do this. Oh, yes, I know that
He can do everything; the Bible says so. But there are limits, aren't there?

The only way God could answer this particular prayer would be by sending me
a parcel from the homeland. I had been in Africa for almost four years at
that time, and I had never, ever, received a parcel from home.

Anyway, if anyone did send me a parcel, who would put in a hot water
bottle? I lived on the equator!

Halfway through the afternoon, while I was teaching in the nurses' training
school, a message was sent that there was a car at my front door. By the
time I reached home, the car had gone, but there on the verandah was a large

22-pound parcel.

I felt tears pricking my eyes. I could not open the parcel alone, so I sent
for the orphanage children. Together we pulled off the string, carefully
undoing each knot. We folded the paper, taking care not to tear it unduly.
Excitement was mounting.

Some thirty or forty pairs of eyes were focused on the large cardboard box.

From the top, I lifted out brightly-colored, knitted jerseys. Eyes sparkled
as I gave them out. Then there were the knitted bandages for the leprosy
patients, and the children looked a little bored. Then came a box of mixed
raisins and sultanas - that would make a batch of buns for the weekend.

Then, as I put my hand in again, I felt the.....could it really be? Igrasped
it
and pulled it out. Yes, a brand new, rubber hot water bottle. I cried.

I had not asked God to send it; I had not truly believed that He could.
Ruth was in the front row of the children. She rushed forward, crying out,
'If God has sent the bottle, He must have sent the dolly, too!'
Rummaging down to the bottom of the box, she pulled out the small,
beautifully-dressed dolly. Her eyes shone!  She had never doubted!
Looking up at me, she asked: 'Can I go over with you and give this dolly to
that little girl, so she'll know that Jesus really loves her?'
'Of course,' I replied!
That parcel had been on the way for five whole months, packed up by my
former Sunday school class, whose leader had heard and obeyed God's
prompting to send a hot water bottle, even to the equator.

And one of the girls had put in a dolly for an African child - five months
before, in answer to the believing prayer of a ten-year-old to bring it
'that afternoon.'

'Before they call, I will answer.' (Isaiah 65:24)

When you receive this, say the prayer. That's all you have to do. No strings

attached. Just send it on to whomever you want - but do send it on.

Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive. There is no cost,
but a lot of rewards. Let's continue praying for one another.

This awesome prayer takes less than a minute.

Heavenly Father, I ask you to bless my friends reading this. I ask
You to minister to their spirit. Where there is pain, give them Your peace
and mercy. Where there is self-doubting, release a renewed confidence to
work through them. Where there is tiredness or exhaustion,  I ask You to
give them understanding, guidance, and strength.

Where there is fear, reveal Your love and release to them Your
courage. Bless their finances, give them greater vision, and raise up
leaders and friends to support and encourage them.

Give each of them discernment to recognize the evil forces around them and
to reveal to them the power they have in You to defeat it. I ask You to do
these things in Jesus' name. Amen


P.S. Passing this on to anyone you consider a friend will bless you both.

Passing this on to one not considered a friend is something Christ would do!


Have a Blessed Day

The Mighty Mighty CATS!!

2008-04-12T22:14:00.006+10:00

The eager Cats supporters wait with baited breath...

OK, so its only the fourth round, and there are 18 to go before September and the finals, but the early signs are encouraging. I would just love for my beloved Cats to go two years in a row, or even three, though I'm sure that would be pushing the friendship ;)

And erupt with delirious fervor!!

I've uploaded a couple of pics, soundbites and a short film of the action for all of you uninitiated heathens! You're missing out on a great game, fast, spectacular and entertaining. If you're interested enough I'll post a shortie on the the rules... its actually pretty simple.

Enjoy! :D

This is what it looks like, first is the set-up and then the marker goes for goal and scores!

Hope you enjoyed that, the seven of of us sure did!

It was so lovely to watch the game with old friends and family members. I even managed to bring a cake which was a great success at half time.

Viva La Cats!!!

time for a laugh :D

2008-04-10T16:22:00.002+10:00

Seeing as Melbourne is still immersed in the annual Comedy Festival and my friends have been sending me funny jokes, I thought I would post a couple for you all to enjoy.

Remember that laughter is the best medicine!!

Going to Israel

A Jewish businessman in Chicago sent his son to Israel for a year to absorb the culture.

When the son returned, he said, "Papa, I had a great time in Israel. By the way, I converted to Christianity." "Oy vey," said the father. "What have I done?"

He took his problem to his best friend. "Ike," he said, "I sent my son to Israel, and he came home a Christian. What can I do?"

"Funny you should ask," said Ike. "I too, sent my son to Israel, and he also came home a Christian.. Perhaps we should go see the rabbi. "

So they did, and they explained their problem to the rabbi."Funny you should ask," said the rabbi.. "I, too, sent my son to Israel, and he also came home a Christian. What is happening to our young people?"

And so they all prayed, telling the Lord about their sons.

As they finished their prayer, a voice came from the heavens: "Funny you should ask," said the voice. "I, too, sent my son to Israel...."

Pastor's Business Card

A new pastor was visiting in the homes of his parishioners. At one house it seemed obvious that someone was at home, but no answer came to his repeated knocks at the door.

Therefore, he took out a business card and wrote 'Revelation 3:20' on the back of it and stuck it in the door.

When the offering was processed the following Sunday, he found that his card had been returned. Added to it was this cryptic message, 'Genesis 3:10.'

Reaching for his Bible to check out the citation, he broke up in gales of laughter. Revelation 3:20 begins 'Behold, I stand at the door and knock.' Genesis 3:10 reads, 'I heard your voice in the garden and I was afraid for I was naked.'

Hope you liked them! Feel free to post your comic suggestions in the comments....

Job Hunting

2008-04-05T15:41:00.004+11:00

Oh boy, do I need work! Keeping up with the Jone's aint all its cracked up to be. All I want is a bit of routine and stability in my life so the round-a-bout of job applications, interviews and finding reliable referees is in full swing. I worked most of last year as a temp/casual so it has been quite difficult to find referees. It is making the task just that little bit harder, I must admit. I'm also hoping to do some cleaning jobs in the meantime to tide me over, till I land the right job.

Well, I have another interview on Monday. This time with the Salvation Army, for a project worker position. I really hope it goes well. It sounds like a challenging job, but I'm sure the team would be a good one too. I'd appreciate you're prayers, and thanks to all those who have been praying for me recently. It hasn't been an easy last couple of months, but I'm getting through it with just a little help from my friends and family, and my Heavenly Father. What would I do without you all? It doesn't bear thinking about.

One of my friends has blogged recently about communities and what constitutes one. I think there's no better place to look than on Jesus and his disciples. Wasn't it in sharing together and meeting one another's needs? (See Acts 4, 1 Corinthians 11, etc). It was Jesus himself who fed thousands and began the Last Supper as the ultimate was of remembering his sacrifice for us. I'm cooking up a storm this afternoon. At my church we share lunch together after our Sunday service, and its my turn to provide. I think its a great way to share together and make everyone feel welcome. Don't you find that people "open-up" over food and drink? That's been my experience anyway, and who better to model ourselves on than Jesus himself? I'll leave you to think about it....

head business update

2008-03-26T20:48:00.002+11:00

Thanks to all of you who have been praying for me. I went to the neuro surgeon today and thought I'd let you all know how it went. I don't really have anything new to report, suffice to say that they won't be opening me up just yet. It turns out that it is in a bit of a hard to reach place and any surgery would have associated risks, so they would only consider that if I was having uncontrolled seizures or it grows. To that end I'll continue being monitored by the neurologist and will have regular MRIs.

I was much relieved to hear this, and have been feeling well, so am not too concerned. I will continue to look for work and live my life to my fullest capacity. I just have to consider how much I have to be thankful for. We do have a great God. I have so many lovely friends, and though some of my family is a long way away, my brothers and sisters and cousins have been lovely.

So thank you all again, I really do appreciate it :)

I'd appreciate your prayers

2008-03-19T11:17:00.002+11:00

I just wanted to let my blogging friends know that I've been having tests lately to find the cause of a seizure I had last month. They've found a bit of an abnormality in my grey matter that requires further investigation. I'm scheduled to see a neurosurgeon on the 26th of March, next week. As they're not even sure exactly what it is yet, I'm trying not to worry, but it is a bit disturbing and I appreciate your prayers.

I'm thankful that I have so many great friends and family members around me. Its times like these we really need them! I feel a bit sorry for my parents, who I know feel so far away at times like these, but we all know that our Heavenly Father watches over us and takes care of us. They wouldn't be able to do much if they were here anyway.

I'll let you all know more as it transpires. Oh, and for anyone interested in my writing, I'm going to put one of my latest short stories on my other blog, hope you like it!

On The Move

2008-03-11T12:39:00.002+11:00

Things are happening in the world of Joce once again, so I thought I should post and update you all. Sorry for my silence of late, I've been very lazy (tut, tut).

Later this week, well, on the weekend, to be precise I am moving... yay! Its been months since I've had a room to call my own. I'll be living in Heidelberg, just north of where I was last year (still in zone one). I am moving in with three other young ladies, two of whom I count among my good friends, so am really looking forward to it. It will be great to be able to unpack properly and have a bit of space. I am thoroughly sick of living out of my suitcases. If you want my new address, shoot me an e-mail and I'll forward it on. Not sure of the phone number yet.

I'm still looking for that perfect job, but hope to have some news to report on that front soon too.

Well, that's all from me for now. We just had a glorious long weekend here in Melbourne and I'm off to help a friend mind some children, then to choir practice. Hope you all have a great week!

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PS I'll post some pics once I'm installed!

Magic under the stars!

2008-01-17T14:09:00.000+11:00

This is an excerpt from the Australia Post/Opera Australia free concert of The Pearl Fishes last December. The quality isn't great, but you get the idea. This duet was my Nan's favourite and I always think of her when I hear it.

Enjoy!

Why thin people have a higher mortality rate!

2008-01-17T13:50:00.000+11:00

According to my psychologist thin people participate in more active pursuits and therefore have a higher mortality rate!!

Justin and I were enjoying a leisurely bike ride on Saturday when I came a cropper as I approaced a bride in Richmond. Ouch! I took a few pics of my injuries on Saturday evening. They're healing nicely now. The pic is of my elbow, the hip is censored, but if you want to see it I can e-mail you! The elbow is the worst of the two though!

I'm not deterred. As soon as I can put my weight fully through my right elbow again, I'll be back out there.

The weather has been great for outdoor activities. Fine and warm. I love an Aussie Summer.

We have a long weekend next week to comemmorate Australia Day.

Hope you all enjoyed the holidays and have a great 2008!

Bringing in the New Year....

2008-01-07T13:43:00.000+11:00

I had a fun start to 2008. Celebrating in style in our apartment with Justin and his siblings and other friends from Canberra. We also enjoyed catching up with other family and friends and swimming at Sydney's famous beaches (once we found one that was open!) Unfortunately I'm not enjoying swimming in the ocean so much these days. When I get out of the water I feel dizzy and nauseous for about half an hour, so it kind of ruins the fun really. Can't work out why as I'm fine otherwise... perhaps its that pesky ear infection still lingering....

Justin and I returned home to Melbourne the long way via the coast road with quite a few stops and detours. We stayed in Bega overnight. We almost dropped by Yarram too, but decided it was a bit too much of a detour (like an extra 100kms!)

I returned to work today, the office is quiet as about half the staff are still on holidays. I have a meeting to finish my day, which should be interesting.

I'm glad to be back in Melbourne and looking forward to enjoying the rest of summer. I've a few things on my to do list... like:

going to the outdoor cinema (there are three of them in Melbourne now)
going to the free MSO concerts at the bowl
having a picnic with friends
more swimming
celebrating Australia Day with fellow Hottest 100 fans...
going to a music festival (hopefully Womadelaide)

I do hope to get over to Adelaide and attend writers week, but am not sure if I'll be able to manage it. I continue to work on my writing when I have the headspace.

At the moment I'm working two jobs, but think I will give one up as I waste 3 hours travelling there every time I go. Its a pain. I'm not a big fan of being stuck in traffic. I'm just not sure its worth my while, but I'll persist for a few weeks and try out a few different routes.

Well, must get back to it, hope you are all enjoying 2008 and that it brings all you hope for!

Lots of Love... xo xo xo xo

The fruits of summer...

2007-11-26T15:35:00.000+11:00

Summer is just a few days away and already the ripening summer fruits are adorning the supermarket produce isles. I'm enjoying mangoes, cherries, strawberries and apricots most of all. Aldi even has them at reasonable prices... Bring on summer. Oh how I enjoy all its fruits... bright sunny days and long balmy evenings, BBQs and picnics and days on the beach. Cricket and the night market at Queen Vic. Christmas and holidays and special times to share with family and friends. My little sister and her husband are off to Germany in a couple of week's time, they'll miss out on the best part of summer this year, but will be consoled with Austria, Rome, Prague and special time with our parents.
Mmm, more cherries... yum!

A Close Shave

2007-10-17T12:42:00.000+10:00

The weather wasn't so good on Friday evening and I was tired and heading home from work. The car I was driving (a work car) had been playing up all afternoon, skidding when starting at traffic lights, etc, but that didn't prepare me for what happened next...

I had just turned from a side street into the main road and was picking up speed when the tyres span and skidded and I lost control of the vehicle. Thankfully I was alone, didn't hit any other cars and came to a stop after plowing through someone's fence and into a tree in their front yard.

I was able to drive the car safely around the corner and off the main street, which was wet and very busy. Then called the insurer and waited for a tow truck. Didn't have to wait long and the tow driver was kind and waited with me for my boyfriend to come and pick me up. I was pretty shaken but otherwise unharmed.

Below is a picture of the carnage that I took with my mobile phone. Thank goodness I had already dropped off the child I had been looking after that afternoon!

Quiet Days

2007-09-27T12:33:00.000+10:00

Things I love about quiet days:

- that they are preceeded by a rest night's sleep
- that you have time to just sit still and consider
- breakfast in bed and Margaret Throsby's interview
- time for prayer and bible reading
- time to catch up on odd jobs that have been left for too long
- a chance to get in touch with friends and family
- time to do "homey" things like baking

I have the chance to have a quiet day today and I'm enjoying it in all its sparseness!! ;)

I hope you are having a good day too xo

God provides :)

2007-09-17T10:32:00.000+10:00

It is wonderful how our God provides what we need (just not always in the way we first anticipated...)

I was planning to go away for the weekend. Good family friends of mine live on the edge of the city in a beautiful, big home. I was hoping to go and stay with them for the weekend. Spend a little time with them and just take a breath and relax. But it has been deferred indefinately.

I was feeling deflated. Why? Its not fair! I was really looking forward to that weekend, God... I complained. Then, while I was checking my e-mail an opportunity passed my way. I received an invitation to a camp. Cross Cultures is a ministry overseen by my church and the AFES of Melbourne University. They meet on Thursday evenings for dinner and basic bible study. It is to meet the physical, emotional and spiritual needs of the young foreign students who temporarily call Australia home. Twice a year they go on camp and that is what the e-mail was about. Hmmm, I wondered, perhaps they could use mine & my car's services... So I offered and was accepted.

I drove to Albury (NSW border) on Friday and picked up the cooks - Max & Mary, a delightful couple who formerly attended Cross Cultures when they were living in Melbourne. We then drove to Echuca via a small detour as I wasn't paying attention to my fuel gauge!! But we arrived (late) but safely at the camp. Actually the last of the campers didn't arrive till after 2am!!!

We were blessed with beautiful weather, a great campsite (Billabong Ranch), an inspiring preacher and great food. I assisted Max & Mary in the kitchen and appreciated getting out of the big city for a weekend. All too briefly it was over and time to head back to Melbourne.

It really was a blessed weekend and reminded me how wonderfully my God provides for me. He knew I needed a weekend away and he provided it, as well as an opportunity for me to live out my core values for 2007! ;) Isn't he great?!

A Splendid Sydney Wedding...

2007-08-30T16:27:00.000+10:00

I was very privileged to be able to join with my cousin Josh and his family to celebrate his marriage to the lovely Jayne. It was a beautiful wedding followed by a fabulous reception right on the waterfront at Darling Harbour. I don't think I'll ever attend a wedding quite like it again. So I really enjoyed living it up at the reception!! It was held in the kind of venue that you can float past or walk or drive by while looking into the windows and wishing you could afford to eat there! The ceremony was very traditional but also very special as it was held in the church where our Great Grandfather and his children (including our Grandfather) were very, very involved in. Aunty Jean also pointed out the house that our Great Grandfather used to live in. Ah, if only his grandchildren hadn't been so philanthropic!! We would still have that Rosebay frontage on Sydney Harbour.... Still, I consider that our family's connection with the Eternity story is more illustrious and to be proud of than even Kirribilli house!! (so there!)

The speeches during the reception were also great. My parents were singled out for special mention as they had bothered to send a telegram wishing Josh and Jayne all the best on their special day. I got a bit teary at that point, although all the speaches were very moving. The MC got teary too!! There was also some very impressive dancing as Jayne grew up dancing at the Schembri dance studios. Her chief bridesmaid and best friend Corrina will even be starring in the upcoming series of Dancing With the Stars, so I shared the dancefloor with a celebrity ;) Unfortunately I didn't get to dance with any of her dancing friends, and nor was the music particularly inspiring. It doesn't help at these kind of events when your brother is a DJ. We were all wishing he was in charge of the music, but he wasn't as then he would have been working instead of enjoying himself!!

All in all it was a fantastic celebration. God was honoured and we all enjoyed ourselves. The only thing that was missing were several special family members, like my parents, but more particularly Josh's younger brother Daniel. He was invited, but he lives in a cult so he didn't come. I have attached a picture below of the three siblings. I can almost picture Daniels beaming face next to Josh. Please join me in praying that he will be freed from the community and reunited with his family.

I also had a great time with my extended family, especially Anna, who is my nearest cousin in age. She has been living it large in the UK for the last couple of years and has just returned home. We went for a long, long walk and talk and then I gave her a driving lesson! I've heard since that she's gaining in both skill and confidence - you go girl!!

Well, that's enough for now. Enjoy the pics and I'll post again with more stories soon.... Tschuss, Ciao & Bye for now <><>

My Magnificent Mum!

2007-08-11T11:32:00.000+10:00

Happy Birthday Mum!Ten things I love about my Mum...

She writes the BEST letters
She taught me to appreciate a good cup of tea
The way she sings/whistles when she works around the house
That she is always ready to welcome another to her table
She has not let "age" catch up with her... ;)
Her tasty, healthy, heartfelt cooking (I'm drooling just pondering it!)
The way she falls asleep when I read to her in bed
How she does everything she can to help her precious children (even from thousands of kilometres away)... and how she "adopts" all those without wonderful Mums like her!
Her eye for beautiful things... like roses, pictures, scarves, shoes
That she continues to love God, my Dad and me - and how she not only tells of her love but does it every day.

Five Things I would do for my Mum's Birthday (where's that warp switch??)

Pick and arrange a fragrant and colourful bunch of flowers
Dance around to Mum's latest favourite pop song/music
Bake a fantastic layer cake with all the trimmings - passionfruit sponge anyone?
Give her a manicure/pedicure, massage, whatever she wants to make her feel like a "million dollars"
And finally ensure that she is wearing a splediferous outfit to go with those fantastic shoes (so she looks a million dollars too!)

Ah, instead my poor Mum had to suffice with an e-card, a phone call... and the package will get to you eventually (promise it will be worth the wait Mummy!!!)

PS Did you notice that her knuckes aren't white? Instead of singing another bad version of "Happy Birthday" how about this... can you remember the tune?

We've come a long, long way together/ Through the hard times and the good/ I have to celebrate you baby/ I have to praise you like I should....

A Tail of two dogs... & a bunny

2007-07-05T23:55:00.001+10:00

(on the left) This is Bob... he's a hyperactive and very friendly fox terrier....

(on the right) and this is Maddy... she's a hyperactive and very friendly fox terrier too...

and last, but (definately) not least....

...

(below) This is Rabbito... a calm and quiet rabbit.

I would count these three little creatures among my friends, but why is that exactly?

Is it because they live in the homes of people I hold dear?

Is it because they are nearly always happy to see me?

Is it because they are happy to let you watch them... do their intimate things?

Or is it just that age old thing... I just read a really funny quote that seems quite apt...

"Outside a dog, a book is man's best friend... Inside a dog, its too dark to read"! (and a prize for the first person who can tell me who first said it!!!

Saturday morning dreaming...

2007-06-30T12:20:00.000+10:00

I think this picture below left is a good reminder of what inspired Australia's iconic painters.

I took it at the "destination" of a little bushwalk I joined in with at the beginning of this month.

Many of the older trees had obvious markings of previous bushfires, but there was also the bright new growth that came with the Autumn rains...

The dirt was quite clay/red (and hard) and the sky was a pale blue, with quite a bit of high cloud...

Because you can't smell it, or hear the birds and chatter of my fellow walkers.... I've attempted to embed a little tune that is a big favourite of mine.... let me know if it works!

Oh, and on the right, above is an example of one of the real paintings, please excuse the low quality. (Its called "Lost" and I'm very thankful for the well marked paths you can find in the parks managed by Parks Victoria, these days!!)

The song is Autumn Flow, artist is called Lior.

More exciting posts coming soon.... <><

Giving Thanks and Praise!

2007-06-14T12:05:00.000+10:00

#@* ACHTUNG! WARNING! *#@
This post is going to be a long one... go and get yourself a cup of tea & relax!!

How do I begin to give thanks and praise?
I have just listened to an hour of good old traditional and riveting radio from my national broadcaster and it left me with the overwhelming desire to blog - and to give thanks... and praise.... (If you want to hear what I was listening to, visit the link and its the show from 14th June)

Then it sparked a short but packed reflection on the blessings I have been showered with recently.

I'm having the day off today and resting in bed. I overdid it spectacularly for my birthday weekend, and finished it with a throat infection/cold/flu thing. I was soldiering on, until a rather restless sleep to wake with a ragged throat, brick head and sick breath... no, not worth the effort, and I need to be well. I think I'm going to like my new job, but currently its exhausting!!

Anyway, where was I? Oh yes, giving thanks... It is winter here now, but the thing I love about a Melbourne winter is the way the sun shines. Yesterday it felt really cold (and this morning there was a definate layer of frost on grass and cars, 4 degrees, brrrr), but you could still feel the gentle warmth of the sun, and we now have green grass again. You blessed ones in well watered parts of the world probably don't understand or cant imagine the great expanse of Australia's dessert landscape. But now the Darling is flowing again, and perhaps there is hope for the mighty Murray. I love rain, the way it washes everything and leaves it bright and vibrant. The way the Australian landscape smells after rain too - it is my favourite scent in the whole world (but a difficult one to describe). Winter has so many comforts, and a sense of fierce camraderie not necessary in the excesses of summer. In winter the harsh realities of the world we live in can no longer be ignored. The division between those that have and those that have not can be the difference between life and death in winter. It is in winter that generosity is a gift so essential.

Monday morning dawned cold and drissly (I know because I was still enjoying Sunday and suddenly it was Monday!) I did something I have always longed to do, and inhabited my favourite city for the night. A friend and I left the NightCat (a club featuring a great live latin band) in Fitzroy at 1am. Its still so early! I mused, but as we wandered the streets of Fitzroy and Collingwood, heading into East Melbourne - everywhere was closing. I plucked a free paper from the doorway of a closed shop. (Its not stealing when it was free, and the owner obviously didn't want it.) Where are we headed? My friend asked. Well we first stopped in the Exhibition Gardens and then I got it in my head to visit the fairy tree in Fitzroy Gardens (actually East Melbourne). I can remember visiting the little Tudor village and Fairy Tree as a child, and thinking I'd like to come at night time (with that childish thought that the magic things always come out at night). There were a lot of possums, hoping we had food! Every time I have visited Fitzroy Garden I have felt a wonderful sense of peace. I think God inhabits that place and that it must have a history of people finding peace and solace among its trees and plants. Nearby are two or three hospitals and so I imagine the sick being brought in to taste the fresh air. I found shelter under the hedge surrounding the Fairy Tree, instucting my friend to be quiet and just listen. I'm not sure how long I spent there, but it was wonderful and life affirming. I was visited by Nan too. I don't know if she ever saw the Tudor village and Fairy Tree, but its the kind of place I think she would have liked. She was a wonderful woman, so generous with her love, even though she had never really been loved and nurtured as a child and woman. She was an orphan. She loved like the clod of clay. (See my post on the clod and the pepple if that doesn't make sense) Not that her husband, daughter and friends didn't love her, but she was so deligtfully eccentric, and not well understood. She really knew how to make you feel special though. She always gave the very best treats and hugs and compliments. And Next to the painted dead tree, under the hedge, in the shadow of great tall pines. I felt other friendly, good spirits. Its a safe place.

In trying to explain it to my friend I cried with frustration, but he was determined to understand so we got past it. Now we were wandering again, heading into the city proper. We ended up finding more shelter under the footbridge that crosses the Yarra (beyond the station and over to Crown Casino) This time I cried of lonliness. No one had sung me happy birthday on my birthday, and there was no cake!!! Why I could get so upset about such little things.... but those of you that know me, know what I'm like! My friend could understand how I felt. His family is far away too. But he reminded me that I'm never alone, and have friends and family everywhere. How right he is, and I felt a lot better after that. I also had to remind myself that I hadn't even given my friends and family a chance - by organising my own party so thoroughly there was no room for people to surprise me!!! Still Sundays are always the hardest day for me, because they were such a family day when I used to live at home. And I told my friend how, growing up I was always the fortunate one who had both her parents around for her birthday. (Tim & especially Glenda, weren't so lucky).

Well, now we were really cold and it was time to find a nice hot drink to warm us up... but cafe's were not in full open mode at 3am on a public holiday!!! We were finally headed up to Stalactites (a 24 hour Greek restaurant) When we passed a young man huddled in the doorway of a pub. I stopped to ask if he was ok, he wasn't, and we helped him to get to Spencer St station and on to the train home. I've never met a more polite young drunk man (I suspect his parents are Catholic) and I'm praying fiercly that he will soon find God's grace - also hoping he really did make it home ok, and that he will find himself some real friends who look after him, rather than leaving him to catch hypothermia or drown in vomit. It was my good deed for the day (and I probaly saved money for our public services too!) ;)

By the time our young friend was on the train it was nearing dawn and the city (even on a public holiday) was waking up. We boarded a tram and headed back to Carlton. Threshermans was open for business and even had good tunes. My car was parked in Carton, so I dropped my friend home and then headed back to my temporary abode. Into the shower. Best way to warm up, and because it was breakfast time, I had a bit to eat before turning in for a few hours.

But I've been completely off the topic again (I did warn you it would be a long one!) I lived my weekend 150%, and God was definately there. You know when there are just too many not quite so random encounters?? Perhaps I just had my eyes and ears open more than usual, I know I was looking for opportunities, and it was a Sunday!!

On Monday I was a bit tired, but still enjoying my birthday weekend. I got up very leisurely and was out the door around 1.30ish to meet my Godmother in the city. I didn't like waiting for the train in the shadow of the big hospital (Its a bit of a scary place). The other direction looked onto a stand of huge flowering gum trees and they were full of birds. My voice wasn't working too well, by this time, so I couldn't sing. I whistled gospel tunes instead! I missed The Gospel Show on Sunday morning (because I was having my birthday brekkie). Gospel tunes are so good for giving strength. They remind us what kind of a God we believe in!

Which brings me back nicely to the real theme of this post, and because its probably gone on long enough already. I'm going to resort to bullet points of thanks and praise!!!

For my new job (it will be a good one)
For my new home!!! Yay, and its even walking distance to the Northcote... this could be dangerous ;)
For my wonderful family - every day I give thanks to God for the wonderful parents and brothers and sisters he blessed me with. I thank God that its not so hard to imagine him and relate to him as my loving father, as I have a loving earthly father too!!
For my wonderful brothers and sisters (in Christ), my other family. Isn't it so great that we have a relational God who longs for us to have good relationships, and helps us and guides us to have good relationships?
For my Church (currently the Estates, and what a family, they are!) I haven't blogged about our weekend away, what an inspiring and wonderful weekend it was!
For my daily bread - even though recently I've not had much money, I've never been without. God really does provide all we need each day.
For my Car (I know its not right to be so attaced to an inanimate object, but I can't help it!)
For the sun that shines, the rain that falls, for the seasons, for the day and for the night... for the trees and the flowers, all that is good and lovely in creation!
For birthdays... I think its all the compliments, can't get enough!! ;)
Did I mention my new home?
For Ecclestiastes 3 - it is good to know that the seasons do change, for those that are having a hard time, you will get through it, for those that are enjoying success, it too will pass, so enjoy it while it lasts!
For God the Father, Son and Holy Spirit

And so we come finally to praise... You cannot thank God without praising him also. Just as you cannot marvel at creation without complimenting its creator. But I feel I've gone on quite long enough, so perhaps I'll save the praising for a future post..... <><

For my Parents part 2

2007-06-09T05:02:00.000+10:00

What would we do without parents?

I had a lovely chat to both my Mum & Dad this afternoon. They even appologised for being unable to call me on my actual birthday (I told them not to worry, I won't be at home to take their call anyway!)

Thanks Mum for all the newsy stuff, and the words of encouragement. Especially for retelling me the little anecdote you shared with Eliane on Wednesday. It nearly made me cry 'cause your words were just like a great big hug!!

Thanks Dad for reminding me to keep the priorites in check... you know how excited I can get when new things are happening... and I thought your Life on The Edge talk was great!! I'm going to put it on my MP3 so I can listen to it again next week on my way to work. May I suggest you download J Piper's talk on Missions (To Die is Gain) from his website? We listened to it at camp last weekend and it was great.

Oh, and I hope you both really enjoy SEED conference this weekend. I don't expect you to brag about me all day on Sunday (but a little bit is ok too!!) ;)

Love you both lots & lots... BIG VIRTUAL HUGS OOOO

Joce <><

PS and yes I know the picture is Christmas, but its just me pretending that Saturday night would be a roast lunch made by Mum, with pavlova/cake for dessert, instead of dinner at a not too fancy restaurant with my bro's, sisters and Cheryl... not that they aren't special too, cause they are... just not my Mum & Dad!

PPS Had a nice pav for dinner tonight Mum (but yours are still the best!)

Jocelyn's Birthday weekend....

2007-06-09T04:54:00.000+10:00

Seeing as we have a public holiday for the Queen this weekend (even though her birthday isn't in June....) I couldn't resisit celebrating my own birthday in Joce's classic style... like last minute, try something out you've never done before....

If you're in Melbourne this weekend, then you're most welcome to join in the fun... check out the link for further details....

The pic is what me and my friends might look like on Monday morning!! ;) with thanks to my young german friend... and the picture taken when he wasn't wriggling looks much better!!!

For My Parents

2007-05-16T08:48:00.000+10:00

Happy Wedding Anniversary! Last year Dad was in the US, so they had to delay their celebrations, I wonder how they remember this special occasion today?

Will Dad mention his beautiful wife at choir practice? Special breakfast? Meeting up in Basel for a special little meal?

I know that they eat breakfast, and complete their morning routine, including prayer and bible study together most mornings. I was privileged to join them in this habit while I stayed with them.

I simply thank God that they have eachother, that they love him and us so much, and I ask that he will continue to bless them as they serve him in Europe.

I think they're great, and of course I miss them, but I also know that they are where God needs them, and this makes me thankful.

I love you both lots! xo xo

PS If you're wondering about the photo, it was taken in Melbourne when we were out for dinner as a family, probably about 2 years ago now.

For My Mum

2007-05-14T00:45:00.000+10:00

Many places around the world celebrated Mother's Day today.

I couldn't give my Mum a big hug and kiss,

Or speak to her and tell her,

or make her breakfast in bed,

or pick flowers for her table,

I wasn't orgainised enough to send her a gift, or even a real card!!

So I have to post a little tribute to her on my blog, in the hope that this will remind her that I thought of and prayed and hoped that she was reminded of how special she is.

I love you Mum, I hope you have a lovely day today, and that it makes a great to start to what will be a very special week... (more on that later!)

xo xo With lots of love (and virtual hugs & kisses) from your daughter, Jocelyn ox ox